Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 30 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
445
I drank just enough to feel like shit, but not enough for the happiness to kick in. It's going to be a bad night.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
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Seems like you and I live in a parallel universe

The point for me is to stop drinking before feeling like shit

With alcohol you can hit a sweet spot
 
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brnggundottxt

brnggundottxt

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Mar 12, 2022
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I had a talent for functioning while being blacked out or the thrill of smoking too much weed and trying to figure out wtf is even going on. Haven't done that in years.

I only got as far as a miserable buzz you described.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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For me is the opposite, the more I drink the worse I feel. I only get some pleasure from light inebriation, if at all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,163
I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. This life can be so awful. I wish you the best.
 

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