Venting i did not think it was possible to be in this much mental pain

[emptymiku]

had an extremely 2 hour long discussion with my "best friend" about making new friends because he's busy or whatever i fucking forgot already

there's no POSSIBLE way he doesn't hate me now. i am such a disgusting, insufferable piece of garbage. i wish i could just disappear and leave nothing behind.

 

[flowers in the mist]

Aren't you allowed to have more friends or what am I missing here? Or did he tell you to make new friends?
Sorry I'm dumb.

 

[emptymiku]

Aren't you allowed to have more friends or what am I missing here? Or did he tell you to make new friends?
Sorry I'm dumb.

i just don't want to make more friends yet he insists that i should. he's busy all the time and he was worried about me because of things i posted i guess.

 

[flowers in the mist]

i just don't want to make more friends yet he insists that i should. he's busy all the time and he was worried about me because of things i posted i guess.

Oh.. well it seems he's just looking out for you then and doesn't want you to be lonely without him..?
I understand it's a tricky situation though if you don't want to.