Venting I cried for help that night

[DaSh]

Crying in the matter of mixing medication together as an "attempt" to die.

In fact I was just mixing a bit more then 1000mg Pregabalin with 20mg Clonazepam...

I know this wouldn't do the job and I sorta didn't want the job to be done...

Just a waste of resources...

I dont know if I would have taken more if I haven't called one of my best friends whome calmed me down.

I just passed out a few minutes later in my bed...

Idk I 'm bipolar and acted very impulsive...

Nonetheless I feel like shit.
That's it...

 

[chesterfield]

i know these feelings…its like the walls are closing in and theres no effective way out at hand. I also know thoughts of doing smth i know won't help or be effective in the end, out of pure helplesness.

I'm with you. Is there something left you can do that makes you at least feel a lil more comfortable…evenif only for some short amount of time?
bestwishes…

 

[DaSh]

i know these feelings…its like the walls are closing in and theres no effective way out at hand. I also know thoughts of doing smth i know won't help or be effective in the end, out of pure helplesness.

I'm with you. Is there something left you can do that makes you at least feel a lil more comfortable…evenif only for some short amount of time?
bestwishes…

Thank you!

Good to know there are people out here who understand...

As for the last question...
Actually yes I'm gonna take XTC with my homie today ;)