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JessIsAlive

JessIsAlive

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Sep 9, 2024
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it will be euphoric
 
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Trav1989

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Jun 2, 2024
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Yep, I'm ready as well. Gave this life my all and was repeatedly screwed over so I can't wait to be out of here. I have my SN so now I just have to find a good spot to end things. This life has been a living hell and almost nothing worked out for me so it will be great to FINALLY be able to make my own decision without anyone else forcing my hand for once. I'm planning on going out into the woods, getting very high while walking for a couple hours taking everything in, and then smoking a last cigarette before downing my pre-mixed SN I'll have with me in two water bottles after I find a nice spot to just lay down and take in nature one last time (the only thing that never betrayed me) and let everything just fade away as I lose consciousness.

There won't be anyone nearby for miles as I live in a very rural area and it will take hours to find me so that will be it for me and I'll finally have peace for the first time in years but without any worries associated with it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find the peace you search for, I also just wish to be gone.
 
squidsponge

squidsponge

Member
Sep 22, 2024
80
Yep, I'm ready as well. Gave this life my all and was repeatedly screwed over so I can't wait to be out of here. I have my SN so now I just have to find a good spot to end things. This life has been a living hell and almost nothing worked out for me so it will be great to FINALLY be able to make my own decision without anyone else forcing my hand for once. I'm planning on going out into the woods, getting very high while walking for a couple hours taking everything in, and then smoking a last cigarette before downing my pre-mixed SN I'll have with me in two water bottles after I find a nice spot to just lay down and take in nature one last time (the only thing that never betrayed me) and let everything just fade away as I lose consciousness.

There won't be anyone nearby for miles as I live in a very rural area and it will take hours to find me so that will be it for me and I'll finally have peace for the first time in years but without any worries associated with it.
Hi I'm glad you'll be able to exercise your own free will and find peace through that. I don't have the PM feature for some reason otherwise I would directly, but if you are based in the US as I am currently could you pls pm me I have a question.
 
shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
126
Can't wait either. My SN is taking weeks to get here though =/
 
JessIsAlive

JessIsAlive

Member
Sep 9, 2024
52
Yep, I'm ready as well. Gave this life my all and was repeatedly screwed over so I can't wait to be out of here. I have my SN so now I just have to find a good spot to end things. This life has been a living hell and almost nothing worked out for me so it will be great to FINALLY be able to make my own decision without anyone else forcing my hand for once. I'm planning on going out into the woods, getting very high while walking for a couple hours taking everything in, and then smoking a last cigarette before downing my pre-mixed SN I'll have with me in two water bottles after I find a nice spot to just lay down and take in nature one last time (the only thing that never betrayed me) and let everything just fade away as I lose consciousness.

There won't be anyone nearby for miles as I live in a very rural area and it will take hours to find me so that will be it for me and I'll finally have peace for the first time in years but without any worries associated with it.
I wish I had SN too :/
 

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