Venting I can’t stand living

[LunarCharm]

I feel so alone, every day is a chore
I can't get out of bed for the most important things and it's killing me.
my body is working against me, I'm practically always in some kind of mild physical pain and the more I'm stuck with my thoughts the worse the pain gets.
I just want out, I can't stand it here anymore
I don't want to have to think.

 

[Endisclose]

I feel you.
I feel just like you.
I am with you.

 

[The Schizoid]

I feel so alone, every day is a chore
I can't get out of bed for the most important things and it's killing me.
my body is working against me, I'm practically always in some kind of mild physical pain and the more I'm stuck with my thoughts the worse the pain gets.
I just want out, I can't stand it here anymore
I don't want to have to think.

May I ask what have you tried to get better? Have you had any medical or mental diagnosis.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful what you are going through, existence really is too cruel. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[LunarCharm]

the brain is capable of making the body feel physical pain when you are feeling something intense; it's called somatization.
For example your heartbeat increasing or a butterfly feeling in your stomach when nervous, this is the same with negative emotions.
I'm not sure whether it's also called somatization, but generally it's linked to anxiety, depression, bipolar, etc.
I am depressed and suffer mild anxiety, I also suffer an eating disorder which contributes to the pain.
a lot of the time when high emotional distress is triggered enough our bodies can develop into a diseased state, illnesses or conditions etc.
emotional pain being linked to physical pain has been researched and studied for years, and is continuing to be studied.

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Just every day is a freaking torture for me. I'm long overdue for ctb

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I relate. It's so difficult to exist like this. Either way, no matter what you do, I hope the pain goes away soon