Venting I can't relate to those who have something in life that they enjoy

[ijustwishtodie]

I just can't. I don't enjoy anything and I never will. Life has always been so painful for me and it always will be. I wish I could be allowed euthanasia because life is absolutely painful for me. A life like mine is no way to live at all and never will be. Everyday is nothing but suffering for me. Everything that I do is because I'm forced to, not because I want to... I never wanted to do anything to begin with

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, in my case I'd always prefer to not exist regardless of the circumstances. Human existence is beyond undesirable to me, so futile and torturous. I see no point in suffering so unnecessarily when the peace of death solves everything, it's deeply tragic and unacceptable how we cannot just have the option to be euthanised even know we were so cruelly forced into existence in the first place. I'd never wish to have the ability to exist as a conscious being no matter what, existing truly is just meaningless suffering. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.