Hello,
Hopefully someone may benefit from this, I isolated myself to the point where I believed nobody loved me, you see all the messages about support to talk to people and stuff, but I dismissed them.
But they ARE right, even I can't bring to kill myself because of them, there is without a certainty, that you have met someone who is special to you. The thought of them alone, is what pushes me to not give up, so that I may repay the love they gave to others.
On the other hand,
Yes, this world is far from perfect, people are not treated equally in the world. Think of it like a pay to win game, and in any game that is pay to win, it sucks, but true gamers know the free loadouts which are not as good as the elite guns, will still do just fine. I always get 1.0+ kd.
I feel the need to the ride the wave, bear through the pain without sinking.
Sinking acts like an opportunity to polish the journey, or to keep falling.
I have faith in each and every single one of you, if you want to reach out don't be afraid, I can be here, so are those who always were.
Let's surf to the end
Hopefully someone may benefit from this, I isolated myself to the point where I believed nobody loved me, you see all the messages about support to talk to people and stuff, but I dismissed them.
But they ARE right, even I can't bring to kill myself because of them, there is without a certainty, that you have met someone who is special to you. The thought of them alone, is what pushes me to not give up, so that I may repay the love they gave to others.
On the other hand,
Yes, this world is far from perfect, people are not treated equally in the world. Think of it like a pay to win game, and in any game that is pay to win, it sucks, but true gamers know the free loadouts which are not as good as the elite guns, will still do just fine. I always get 1.0+ kd.
I feel the need to the ride the wave, bear through the pain without sinking.
Sinking acts like an opportunity to polish the journey, or to keep falling.
I have faith in each and every single one of you, if you want to reach out don't be afraid, I can be here, so are those who always were.
Let's surf to the end
