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- Jul 19, 2023
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i cant i cant i cant really cant anymore im in a hospital bed as this is being typed I've tried dying by jumping unsuccessful attempt I'm alive because i didn't see a car that i landed on and still don't know whose car that was but I've been here over two weeks i hate it i cant live i cant die I'm just stuck here trying to go home worst part my cover story for the attempt is that I'm a photographer and i am a photographer but sometimes i take landscaping pictures and i was going to make it look like an accident like i fell trying to get that pic but that didn't work because i have a history of suicide attempts in the past and because of that now I'm under suicide watch and now I'm going to a mental hospital in a few days anit this great i hate this health care system i really fucking do i want to die but they wont let me and no i cant just walk out because of the suicide watch thing and i can barely walk as it is because of my injuries but what should i do i wont be able to go home in over two weeks from now i do not want to be here how can i die is there anyways to ctb in a hospital mental and normal