I can't imagine the existential horror of end as vegetal due to unsuccessful ctb

[AMATERASU :-)]

I can't imagine the existential horror of end as vegetal due to unsuccessful ctb
and that completely dissuades me from seriously trying. but my life is not going to get better, I have been posponing ctb for 7 months since I registered on this forum and everything has simply gotten worse and my willingness to ctb actually decreases the more fucked I find myself.
Damn, I just want to get cyanide so I can partial hang myself with the peace of knowing I'm going to die anyway...

 

[KillMeh]

Hope you find a method you're comfortable with if you're set on dying

 

[Hotsackage]

I hope euthanasia becomes available to u

 

[AMATERASU :-)]

I hope euthanasia becomes available to u

I also wondered what would happen if I wrote a testament requiring euthanasia in case of survival, but it is not legal in my country. I guess my parents would have to take care of it, and obtain authorization from doctors in another country where it can be done?

 

[UKscotty]

That's why it's important to research a method properly and pick one with a very low chance of failure.

 

[AMATERASU :-)]

I hope euthanasia becomes available to u

i've just learned that euthanasia is legalized in my country lol.
So all I have to do is leave a testament, a suicide note would be enough, right? or do I need something else?

 

[Hotsackage]

I mean if you choose that route and qualify, definetly leave some sort of closure. But that's up to you