I can't handle the stress of life, carbon monoxide will set me free

[Daystavro]

I am 26 male.
I am currently in university.
I can't handle the stress of studying and I don't see myself working in anything afterwards.
I have social anxiety too.
I don't enjoy life.
For me life is nothing but stress, worry, bad emotions and bad feelings.
Once my semester ends in a few months I am going to ctb using charcoal.
Carbon Monoxide will set me free from this nightmare called life.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

I'm sorry for your pain, I know some of how it feels, but haven't gotten to that place yet *smiles sadly for you*

 

[Daystavro]

I'm sorry for your pain, I know some of how it feels, but haven't gotten to that place yet *smiles sadly for you*

Thanks for your support.
I just want all my worries, stress and bad emotions and feelings to go away.
I want to be at peace forever.
Life is just too stressful.

 

[BlackDragonof1989]

Thanks , even a sympathetic ear and understanding is something.
I envy those who have already ctb.
They are at peace now.
I think i'll make a thread now about it.

Okay my friend, and surely *hugs you warmly*

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I'm 24 and hope to never return to uni or education for as long as I (have to) live x

 

[Daystavro]

I'm 24 and hope to never return to uni or education for as long as I (have to) live x

Studying is too stressful for me.
Also all jobs are nightmarish.

 

[Sayo]

I am almost 25, disabled, and feel similar. I feel that I have a lot to give, but academia is torture and brings out the worst in me. And I'll never get anywhere, especially with my social anxiety, so I don't know what's the point.

My heart really went out to you. I hope you have considered options like disability if you can quality or working a trade. But I totally empathise if you don't want to or feel unable to after all this time and with so little pleasure. Maybe not studying won't allow you to enjoy life, I don't know.

If you are sure, then I congratulate you on escaping your alienation on your own terms. University and work reduce you into your value as labour commodity and that is traumatising. I am sorry that it didn't work out better.

My advice would be to test how fast your briquettes burn to embers, as it varies from brand to brand and the variance seems to cause people some trouble.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

I am 26 male.
I am currently in university.
I can't handle the stress of studying and I don't see myself working in anything afterwards.
I have social anxiety too.
I don't enjoy life.
For me life is nothing but stress, worry, bad emotions and bad feelings.
Once my semester ends in a few months I am going to ctb using charcoal.
Carbon Monoxide will set me free from this nightmare called life.

have you tried therapy?

when studying is too stressful...have you thought about doing something else? eg a trade?

 

[Daystavro]

have you tried therapy?

when studying is too stressful...have you thought about doing something else? eg a trade?

From my experience therapy doesn't work.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

From my experience therapy doesn't work.

haha same

but still i think you should tried at least once before ctb

do your parents expect you to study though?

 

[Daystavro]

haha same

but still i think you should tried at least once before ctb

do your parents expect you to study though?

Yes my parents force me to study.
But I hate university and I hate all jobs.
I wish I won the lottery.
Then I would not do anything, just sleep all day and go to the beach.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

Yes my parents force me to study.
But I hate university and I hate all jobs.
I wish I won the lottery.
Then I would not do anything, just sleep all day and go to the beach.

so you would say if i the stress/pressure of academical sucess is off your shoulders you would give life a second chance?

dude i would tell my parents to fuck off and become a diving instructor in cambodscha....


in the end your parents would be happier with this decision too

 

[Daystavro]

so you would say if i the stress/pressure of academical sucess is off your shoulders you would give life a second chance?

dude i would tell my parents to fuck off and become a diving instructor in cambodscha....


in the end your parents would be happier with this decision too

You see both of my parents are doctors and they put pressure on me to study.
But I hate studying it's too stressful for me.
And I hate jobs man.
I hate social anxiety too.
I hate studying/working with people.

The only way I would give life a chance is if I didn't have to work and had money to just sleep, go to the beach and movies.
But that money only comes from lottery.
But the chance of winning it are 1 in millions.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm sorry to here that buddy. Seems like the stress of college can really push people to CTB. I know I wouldn't be able to handle it. Do you feel like you have to do it to impress your parents if you don't mind me asking?

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

well there are probably a few jobs that dont need a college degree and not so much social interaction..

 

[Daystavro]

I'm sorry to here that buddy. Seems like the stress of college can really push people to CTB. I know I wouldn't be able to handle it. Do you feel like you have to do it to impress your parents if you don't mind me asking?

Yeah it's way too stressful for me .
I can't handle it.
And finding a job afterwards too.

It's not to impress, my parents force me to do it.
But I hate studying and working man.
I wish I won the lottery, and could sleep and go to the beach and that's it man.
But the chances of lottery are 1 in millions.

 

[worldexploder]

Yeah it's way too stressful for me .
I can't handle it.
And finding a job afterwards too.

It's not to impress, my parents force me to do it.
But I hate studying and working man.
I wish I won the lottery, and could sleep and go to the beach and that's it man.
But the chances of lottery are 1 in millions.

They have NO right to pressure you into doing this. You didn't ask to be in this world and now they are still telling you what to do. Sorry but that just ain't right even if they have good intentions. A lot of people, especially in places like South Korea CTB due to family pressures to get an education. Would they rather see a dead son? I think not.

What if you told them about how this studying is driving you crazy? What if you quit and took a regular job? How would they react to all this.

 

[Daystavro]

They have NO right to pressure you into doing this. You didn't ask to be in this world and now they are still telling you what to do. Sorry but that just ain't right even if they have good intentions. A lot of people, especially in places like South Korea CTB due to family pressures to get an education. Would they rather see a dead son? I think not.

What if you told them about how this studying is driving you crazy? What if you quit and took a regular job? How would they react to all this.

Thanks for the advice man.
But they will not react good.

I already told them I hate studying and that it's driving me crazy but they threatned me that if I quit they will put me in a mental hospital and will not support me financially anymore.

 

[worldexploder]

Thanks for the advice man.
But they will not react good.

I already told them I hate studying and that it's driving me crazy but they threatned me that if I quit they will put me in a mental hospital and will not support me financially anymore.

You're very welcome. My heart really goes out to you man! I don't know what to say. How can they put you in a mental hospital for not going to college? Them threatening to cut off financial support for you just breaks my heart. No wonder you're feeling like this.

Does this describe your parents?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_parent

 

[Daystavro]

well there are probably a few jobs that dont need a college degree and not so much social interaction..

Thanks for the advice man.
But the jobs that don't require a college degree like warehouse worker and security guard and all those pay very little and I will not be able to pay rent and buy food.
And I don't feel like working in them.
Because of my social anxiety too.
The only solution for me is ctb man.

 

[Daystavro]

You're very welcome. My heart really goes out to you man! I don't know what to say. How can they put you in a mental hospital for not going to college? Them threatening to cut off financial support for you just breaks my heart. No wonder you're feeling like this.

Does this describe your parents?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_parent

Thanks for the understanding man.

It's not really them.
I'll tell you what they are.
For them if you don't have a degree and if you don't earn a lot of money you are worst than a serial killer.
You are subhuman and have no right to exist.
They only care about academic and financial success.
It's the only thing that matters to them.
I will make a thread about that.

 

[worldexploder]

Thanks for the understanding man.

It's not really them.
I'll tell you what they are.
For them if you don't have a degree and if you don't earn a lot of money you are worst than a serial killer.
You are subhuman and have no right to exist.
They only care about academic and financial success.
It's the only thing that matters to them.
I will make a thread about that.

You're welcome buddy. That sounds like an awful situation. You are a human being, not a resume.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

Thanks for the understanding man.

It's not really them.
I'll tell you what they are.
For them if you don't have a degree and if you don't earn a lot of money you are worst than a serial killer.
You are subhuman and have no right to exist.
They only care about academic and financial success.
It's the only thing that matters to them.
I will make a thread about that.

are your parents asian?

 

[Daystavro]

are your parents asian?

No.
They are something even worst.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

No.
They are something even worst.

french?