Venting I can’t find happiness, but I find peace in helping others

[MrDarkness]

Ever since late junior high, I've thrown away my emotions for myself. I stopped caring about myself, If I was starving to death id give someone my food before I die, I try to be there for everyone, when I die I know it will hurt people, but at least I tried to make up for my shitty pass actions. I just graduated high school, but I want to die, I can't find purpose anymore, I feel empty broken. Hopefully I'll be able to sn soon, I'm so tired.

 

[Nephis]

I hope you obtain peace, in your end, and even if you cannot care for yourself, have hope for yourself that you will find peace in the end.

 

[Grimpoteuthis]

I hope more people could understand that most suicidal people are not selfish but sometimes even more altruistic and empathetic than the "healthy" others.