Venting i can't experience life at this point

[Tionally]

I feel so distant from everything this days. I feel disconnected from my surroundings, friends/family, myself.. I just go about my days but I know I don't fully understand what's going on around me. I get distracted and drift of somewhere but I can still keep a conversation it's just harder to focus. Sometimes I have these moments of realization that I'm myself/someone around me is my long time friend (idk how to put it into words. obviously I know that but in that moment it just hits me)
No matter what keeps happening it feels dull. If I feel something it's sadness but I'm mostly indifferent. I'm tired