ppie41

ppie41

Member
Mar 15, 2023
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I lay in bed almost all day everyday
I don't go to school
Or have a job because I'm not capable enough for it
If I'm on the verge of suicide anyway why should I waste the last of my time here doing something that's only going to make me more depressed?
The thing is is that even when I do want to enroll myself in college
Or get a job
I know I won't because I have this natural instinct to hide myself away from the world because I can't handle anything but the comfort of my own bed
Even though I get brain fog from laying unmoving all day just staring at my ceiling and I think in the long run it makes me feel worse, I couldn't enjoy the sun even if I wanted to.
I'm going to ctb soon, idk when, but I can feel it getting closer everyday.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,885
It certainly can be so tiring having to continue existing and feeling so trapped here so of course it's very much understandable wishing to be free from existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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