Venting I can’t do it anymore

[aunique]

Trigger warning?? Sensitive topics ig
don't know how to start this or anything but I just feel empty and worthless. It's been 5 years and I can't fucking stand people who say "you're selfish for being suicidal" or "it'll get better with time" I'm just tired of it all. I tried and I failed, over and over again. I reached out and it was worse. My mom makes fun of my sh and threatens me if I'll do it again she'll put me in some hospital. Idk if I'm overreacting but I think my feelings are valid and I'm just lost. I quit. I'm done. Sh and suicide are the only things that give me peace. Will it get better? Maybe. Is it possible that it won't? Possible. I just don't see myself as living. Just a dead person walking. I'll probably delete this later but it's nice that there's a place where I can talk freely.

 

[sundown12]

i feel the same way, i'm basically a corpse that walks, eats and talks. i hope it all works out for you in the end!!

 

[aunique]

Thank you I wish the same to you as well

i feel the same way, i'm basically a corpse that walks, eats and talks. i hope it all works out for you in the end!!

 

[FuneralCry]

I also cannot stand people like that with their toxic positivity, they are just so insensitive. But anyway I understand why you feel so tired, it's dreadful how people have to suffer so much in this existence, I wish you the best.