Venting I cannot take the lack of freedom from my family!

[KillingPain267]

This puts me over the edge. They dicover my drinking bottles, even my sleeping pills (she thinks they are hard drugs). My mother smells my breath. I feel like living in worse a police state! And all in my own apartment! I have to leave this earth ASAP. I tried partial with bedsheeh. Didn't work. Plsease help.