I cannot commit to suicide

[JamieJambo]

Everyday I say okay today is the day.

I start to play around with the noose and pretend to myself that I am about to do it.

But then I don't

I am a super half-hearted suicidal person.

Is anybody else the same?

 

[Weebster]

Yes

 

[WorthlessTrash]

It's a good thing then because that means you're not going to do anything rash. You are not completely sure you want to do it and that is okay.

 

[GreenTree]

Its a the biggest decision any human can make. That were in this situation baffles me what life is about. Pure torture.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Of course suicide is difficult.

 

[JamieJambo]

Of course suicide is difficult.

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

Suicide is not right or wrong. It just is an a n act.

 

[sharky]

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

Why would it be wrong? It's your life and your choice. I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Suicide is not right or wrong. It just is an a n act.

Its hard because of SI.

 

[JamieJambo]

I think we all have a moral compass. We don't kill others because we know its wrong, We don't steal because we know it's wrong, I think a part of us knows that harming yourself so badly you die which is against our moral compass.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

All because society has made it an issue of being wrong, does not make it wrong. Is putting sick animals down when they cannot be cured considered wrong? No. This is the same premise.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never wanted to live, but yet I am still here. It is very difficult to leave this world after all, we are all programmed to survive, and for me there is the fear of failure.

Of course there is nothing wrong with suicide, in a world with so much suffering we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. No one should have to resort to risky methods in the first place. Our right to die should always be respected. I am trapped in this world as for me it is so difficult to leave. Non existence is all that I want, I just wish that it was easier to get there.

 

[JamieJambo]

All because society has made it an issue of being wrong, does not make it wrong. Is putting sick animals down when they cannot be cured considered wrong? No. This is the same premise.

I think we inside have a sense of morality which tells us what is right and wrong. I get the sense for myself that when I am about to do it, that it doesn't feel right

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I think we inside have a sense of morality which tells us what is right and wrong. I get the sense for myself that when I am about to do it, that it doesn't feel right

There is nothing moral or immoral about suicide. We just generally impressioned by what society tells us to think. Is it not any more immoral for society to force us to continue suffering?

 

[JamieJambo]

I have never wanted to live, but yet I am still here. It is very difficult to leave this world after all, we are all programmed to survive, and for me there is the fear of failure.

Of course there is nothing wrong with suicide, in a world with so much suffering we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. No one should have to resort to risky methods in the first place. Our right to die should always be respected. I am trapped in this world as for me it is so difficult to leave. Non existence is all that I want, I just wish that it was easier to get there.

Hi Funeral Cry,

I have heard you say that a few times elsewhere that we all deserve a right to die at a time of our choosing. and I wonder who determines that? I am not sure if that is entirely true. You might think it is, but I don't necessarily agree. And it's not agreed upon elsewhere, so I am not sure its true. however if it is for you, than i suppose that is good enough

 

[hankbank3928]

I think suicide seems wrong because it is taboo and illegal in our society. If euthanasia were legal like it is in Belgium I think it would be a much easier decision.

 

[FuneralCry]

Hi Funeral Cry,

I have heard you say that a few times elsewhere that we all deserve a right to die at a time of our choosing. and I wonder who determines that?

We all have our right to die as we never asked to exist so therefore we have no obligations to stay alive. Suicide is a personal decision. There is nothing wrong with someone deciding to end their suffering, no one should be forced to live against their wishes. Death is inevitable for us anyway, all life is, is just waiting around to die.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

It's fine if you do not agree with suicide being "good", and if that is the case, keep trying to fight the good fight. It is a personal choice and opinion after all.

 

[JamieJambo]

I think suicide seems wrong because it is taboo and illegal in our society. If euthanasia were legal like it is in Belgium I think it would be a much easier decision.

It's fine if you do not agree with suicide being "good", and if that is the case, keep trying to fight the good fight. It is a personal choice and opinion after all.

Yeah I'm not saying anyone is wrong for thinking suicide is okay, but I do wonder if our moral compass would feel its wrong. I think all of morality comes from the respect and reverence for life, and if we take our own lives maybe it violates that morality.

But I say this as someone who believes in a higher good that pervades all life and is within us, so that's where I get my ideas from

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Yeah I'm not saying anyone is wrong for thinking suicide is okay, but I do wonder if our moral compass would feel its wrong. I think all of morality comes from the respect and reverence for life, and if we take our own lives maybe it violates that morality.

But I say this as someone who believes in a higher good that pervades all life and is within us, so that's where I get my ideas from

Is it really living if you're consistency suffering and unhappy? Or is it just existing?

For all intents and purposes, (most) people here are dead inside and just waiting to be dead on the outside too.

 

[Niko66]

I think we all have a moral compass. We don't kill others because we know its wrong, We don't steal because we know it's wrong, I think a part of us knows that harming yourself so badly you die which is against our moral compass.

Everyone's moral compass is different. To me death as an end to suffering is compassionate whereas forcing someone to live is not much different to torture.

 

[houseofleaves]

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

It's not wrong. It's just irrevocable.

I think we all have a moral compass. We don't kill others because we know its wrong,

Or we do? When we're participating in a war (as a soldier, for example)? Or when we get revenge for something really, really bad?

We don't steal because we know it's wrong,

speak for yourself 👁👁

I think a part of us knows that harming yourself so badly you die is against our moral compass.

No, why would it be? We're harming ourself. Not anyone else's self.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

speak for yourself 👁👁

Lmao Based.

No, why would it be? We're harming ourself. Not anyone else's self.

I would argue that if it relieves you of pain, then it is indeed not harming yourself. If anything, continuing to live and suffer is actually self harm.

 

[thedaywillcome]

I have never wanted to live, but yet I am still here. It is very difficult to leave this world after all, we are all programmed to survive, and for me there is the fear of failure.

Of course there is nothing wrong with suicide, in a world with so much suffering we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. No one should have to resort to risky methods in the first place. Our right to die should always be respected. I am trapped in this world as for me it is so difficult to leave. Non existence is all that I want, I just wish that it was easier to get there.

There is too much suffering, ignorance and violenc

Is it really living if you're consistency suffering and unhappy? Or is it just existing?

For all intents and purposes, (most) people here are dead inside and just waiting to be dead on the outside too.

its not just existing, its torture.

 

[Crazy4u]

It is not your time. Suicide is not urgent. No pressure

 

[chocolatebar]

We all have our right to die as we never asked to exist so therefore we have no obligations to stay alive. Suicide is a personal decision. There is nothing wrong with someone deciding to end their suffering, no one should be forced to live against their wishes. Death is inevitable for us anyway, all life is, is just waiting around to die.

I agree with you, but there's something that bugs me.

If we consider ourselves in our natural state of prehistoric humans, nature doesn't provide us with any means of painless suicide, while not restricting us in any way.

The tricky part is that the society that provides us with the peaceful methods is the same that restricts us and considers suicide as something extremely bad.

 

[that_guy2611]

yup, same.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Its really hard. I think maybe its so hard because we deep down know its wrong.

It's not morality. It is the SI, and they can go under any guise to discourage you.