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mischievousone

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May 27, 2026
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I've got a source (it's pretty unregulated where I live - there was a new law passed this year making things harder, but there are still some unregulated providers). I bought it online and everything, and the purchase is protected, so if for whatever reason it didn't arrive or something else arrived instead, my money would be protected and all.

However, two days later, I panicked and sent them a message asking them not to send it and to reimburse me.

Now I'm regretting doing that. I thought it'd be a good idea to keep it around just in case the time comes (I was planning to do it as soon as it arrived, but my SI kicked in and I panicked).

I'm not sure what to do... I'm worried that if I tell them, "Never mind, I'd like to proceed," or order it again, it might raise some red flags...

What do you guys think I should do?
 
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tomame

tomame

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Dec 28, 2025
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can you share with me the site you bought it?
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
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I've got a source (it's pretty unregulated where I live - there was a new law passed this year making things harder, but there are still some unregulated providers). I bought it online and everything, and the purchase is protected, so if for whatever reason it didn't arrive or something else arrived instead, my money would be protected and all.

However, two days later, I panicked and sent them a message asking them not to send it and to reimburse me.

Now I'm regretting doing that. I thought it'd be a good idea to keep it around just in case the time comes (I was planning to do it as soon as it arrived, but my SI kicked in and I panicked).

I'm not sure what to do... I'm worried that if I tell them, "Never mind, I'd like to proceed," or order it again, it might raise some red flags...

What do you guys think I should do?
Message them again. This is too precious opportunity to pass, at least for me. Just make sure the source is legit and cops not gonna show up at your front door instead of the parcel
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
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Message them again. This is too precious opportunity to pass, at least for me. Just make sure the source is legit and cops not gonna show up at your front door instead of the parcel
They didn't confirm that they got reimbursed yet. I wouldn't be too quick to assume it's legit. A legit source would give you your money back if you no longer want it to be delivered. I've tried this before to confirm if a few people that I knew were legitimate online. Also, they mentioned that where they live it's unregulated. It doesn't mean that the site can simply allow shipping internationally. If Fentanyl was legal in Canada, it won't be legal for them to ship it into the U.S where it's illegal. That's why traveling is required to get N where it's not regulated as much as it is in the U.S and other EU countries.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
335
I would take this as a sign you are not yet ready to go.
 

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