My life has become demonstrably worse since I graduated college. Not only have I barely been able to make a few hundred dollars more than I did before I started, but also I have this crippling, suffocating debt that has hamstrung my options.
I know life in America can be tough, but life in the third world is ALWAYS hell. Don't let those tourism commercials fool you. The people in those, we, suffer daily from laughable economies built on lies and corruption.
I feel like an idiot for buying into the lie of American university. I admit I didnt work as hard as I could have and I chose a poor major (in good faith), but I feel so powerless to do anything from this position. I can't find jobs in my field. I can't transition to new fields because I lack experience or I have too much unrelated experience or some other manufactured reason. It's crazy making.
I'm hoping 117 crushed pills and some vodka are enough to end it all.
I know life in America can be tough, but life in the third world is ALWAYS hell. Don't let those tourism commercials fool you. The people in those, we, suffer daily from laughable economies built on lies and corruption.
I feel like an idiot for buying into the lie of American university. I admit I didnt work as hard as I could have and I chose a poor major (in good faith), but I feel so powerless to do anything from this position. I can't find jobs in my field. I can't transition to new fields because I lack experience or I have too much unrelated experience or some other manufactured reason. It's crazy making.
I'm hoping 117 crushed pills and some vodka are enough to end it all.
