
Tintypographer
I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
- Apr 29, 2020
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I'm a white male. Over 50, paying job/career, didn't pay for college, sailed through with the best of everything. And I am convinced that my particular demographic is petrified of losing any control or power at all. We want to be in control. Not to lead, not to be in charge. We want to be in control. In control of jobs, finances, religion, education, medicine.
Our greatest fear is that we will lose thay power and control.
And the fear of suicide is that we aren't in control. Someone else gets to make their own choice and their is absolutely no way to predict it, steal it back from you, control you, or influence you if you make thay choice. Our control, your debts, your adherence to social mores and rules we love will be gone. We can't exert influence on those who choose this. We can't even hurt you. You have taken every power from us if you choose to take your own life.
This isn't a dedicated conspiracy. It's not the final solution exterminating a race. It's a social hierarchy. But the ones at the top are petrified of change and loss of power. Just imagine someone decides the social cliques and hard work and overtime and dedication to job and church isn't important. Under normal rules you need a place to live, you need friends, you need to fit in. But if you decide to drop that and kill yourself then there is no recourse and no smug satisfaction that "if the person only worked harder and was part of our validation they would fit in and be producing. Taking your own life makes us scared. This world isn't perfect if people decide to kill themselves because of it.
Our greatest fear is that we will lose thay power and control.
And the fear of suicide is that we aren't in control. Someone else gets to make their own choice and their is absolutely no way to predict it, steal it back from you, control you, or influence you if you make thay choice. Our control, your debts, your adherence to social mores and rules we love will be gone. We can't exert influence on those who choose this. We can't even hurt you. You have taken every power from us if you choose to take your own life.
This isn't a dedicated conspiracy. It's not the final solution exterminating a race. It's a social hierarchy. But the ones at the top are petrified of change and loss of power. Just imagine someone decides the social cliques and hard work and overtime and dedication to job and church isn't important. Under normal rules you need a place to live, you need friends, you need to fit in. But if you decide to drop that and kill yourself then there is no recourse and no smug satisfaction that "if the person only worked harder and was part of our validation they would fit in and be producing. Taking your own life makes us scared. This world isn't perfect if people decide to kill themselves because of it.