I become very weak

[PaYo]

How to fight it?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Weak in what way?

 

[PaYo]

im constantly tired, i dont like to speak with people they make me sad, i cry i loot. Sometimes want to vomit. Choking with thin air. and so on

 

[Sensei]

I know that I sound like some ignorant and insensitive health guru who doesn't understand real pain now, but I think some kind of exercise would do you good. It doesn't have to be anything elaborate. Just taking a long walk might make you feel better.

 

[PaYo]

yeah i tired that yesterday. The pain is, if i try once i want more. And if i want more the problems starting to grab me by head. I just want a company i barely can do anything just by myself. I need a companion. Im starwing for friendship. I want a human steppingstone. I need someone that will be with me in this hard moments. That will grab my hand and tell me, eberything will be okay. And then go with me, thru the darkest moments. But... there is no one there and im afraid even go to a pub. I dont even have money for a PUB.

 

[Sensei]

yeah i tired that yesterday. The pain is, if i try once i want more. And if i want more the problems starting to grab me by head. I just want a company i barely can do anything just by myself. I need a companion. Im starwing for friendship. I want a human steppingstone. I need someone that will be with me in this hard moments. That will grab my hand and tell me, eberything will be okay. And then go with me, thru the darkest moments. But... there is no one there and im afraid even go to a pub. I dont even have money for a PUB.

What alternatives to pubs do you have?

 

[Epsilon0]

yeah i tired that yesterday. The pain is, if i try once i want more. And if i want more the problems starting to grab me by head. I just want a company i barely can do anything just by myself. I need a companion. Im starwing for friendship. I want a human steppingstone. I need someone that will be with me in this hard moments. That will grab my hand and tell me, eberything will be okay. And then go with me, thru the darkest moments. But... there is no one there and im afraid even go to a pub. I dont even have money for a PUB.

Oh, your message is heartbreaking. I don't know what to say to offer you any comfort. I hope you find someone to hang out with, since you long so much for companionship. Hand in there!

May I try to cheer you up with a pathetic attempt to be humorous?

I don't think pub crawl is what @Sensei had in mind when he suggested exercise. :-)

 

[Hexen]

I have sleep problems and I am also tired all the time, I can understand. Why do you vomit and choke?

 

[PaYo]

Its like energetic problems. If something is not going as planed. I starting to having stomach pain. Choke and vomit
Ps i had a date today. My life from miserable was a little bit better

 

[SuicideBoys93]

In the post above about exercise. Sounds cliche af. Kind of like the you just need to be happy line. I've always had a passion for the gym. It's by no means my attempt to look good for anyone, but it's the one place I can dump my anger. I know it's hard, like hard to get out of bed certain days. Start small, research it, and act on it. Keeps your mind busy, gets you out the house, and is scientifically proven to increase dopamine levels in the brain. Sometimes forcing yourself to face the world is large step in the long run to more of a manageable world, and mindset.