I asked for a sign and I got it

[layne2001]

I ordered SN a few days ago. I couldnt make the delivery addressed to my house because of my family so I had to go pick it up myself.
Last night I was thinking about things and I'm 100% ready to ctb and got it all planned, and I'm not scared or uncertain about it, still I said, for no reason, I respect the universe or god or whatever so if it's not my time, give me a sign that it's not. I dont know why I thought that.
Then google maps draws me the wrong route and I get really lost since I'm in an area of the city i have never been before. Then on a different bus stop I see my old friend who I havent spoken to in 3 years. It was so good seeing her. After 2 hrs trying to find my way there I just came back home because I was dehydrated and had no money left. And as I come home my dad is here waiting for me and I also havent spoken to him in 3 years. Just here to see me specifically today.
I know all of it means nothing, at best it means I'm stupid for not getting the right address on google maps, but If i were religious Id really think these were signs.
Just wanted to share this thing

 

[Death is beautiful]

Do you mean a sign to move on or do CTB?

 

[cambrai33]

I'm really chuffed that you got these signs and that you might be able to start afresh and get some help or at least find a path away from ctb if that is right for you. You will always have a choice to ctb but there is so much else to thrash out if inside you have the will to do it.

Im glad you wanted a sign and you found more than 1. Stay strong friend

 

[steviewonder]

I ordered SN a few days ago. I couldnt make the delivery addressed to my house because of my family so I had to go pick it up myself.
Last night I was thinking about things and I'm 100% ready to ctb and got it all planned, and I'm not scared or uncertain about it, still I said, for no reason, I respect the universe or god or whatever so if it's not my time, give me a sign that it's not. I dont know why I thought that.
Then google maps draws me the wrong route and I get really lost since I'm in an area of the city i have never been before. Then on a different bus stop I see my old friend who I havent spoken to in 3 years. It was so good seeing her. After 2 hrs trying to find my way there I just came back home because I was dehydrated and had no money left. And as I come home my dad is here waiting for me and I also havent spoken to him in 3 years. Just here to see me specifically today.
I know all of it means nothing, at best it means I'm stupid for not getting the right address on google maps, but If i were religious Id really think these were signs.
Just wanted to share this thing

I saw the horse and carriage for the local funeral the other day. It was empty lmao that was a sign

 

[cambrai33]

I saw the horse and carriage for the local funeral the other day. It was empty lmao that was a sign

Nah it's only a sign if you asked for one, you could say it's a sign that you don't belong in it just yet

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not really believe in signs, I think everything is random and determined by chance, but thank you for sharing your thoughts. I wish you the best whatever happens.

 

[TooConscious]

That sounds good for you, good things can happen, but be aware there are sadistic forces at work also, life isn't pure love and kindness like most spiritualists spout or otherwise why is there pain, suffering, torture, despair, it's up to us not to be a slave to their sick sadism. I hope things get better, don't let them hurt you again and if it breaks down laugh at how these life forces.

 

[layne2001]

Do you mean a sign to move on or do CTB?

To move on.. but i still want to ctb for sure

 

[LADY007]

I ordered SN a few days ago. I couldnt make the delivery addressed to my house because of my family so I had to go pick it up myself.
Last night I was thinking about things and I'm 100% ready to ctb and got it all planned, and I'm not scared or uncertain about it, still I said, for no reason, I respect the universe or god or whatever so if it's not my time, give me a sign that it's not. I dont know why I thought that.
Then google maps draws me the wrong route and I get really lost since I'm in an area of the city i have never been before. Then on a different bus stop I see my old friend who I havent spoken to in 3 years. It was so good seeing her. After 2 hrs trying to find my way there I just came back home because I was dehydrated and had no money left. And as I come home my dad is here waiting for me and I also havent spoken to him in 3 years. Just here to see me specifically today.
I know all of it means nothing, at best it means I'm stupid for not getting the right address on google maps, but If i were religious Id really think these were signs.
Just wanted to share this thing

It would be wonderful if we could all get a sign, guarantee, etc. that it's time to go and it will work.. wouldn't it!

 

[OrcWitch]

That's very interesting. Not just one person, two people ended up showing up out of the blue. What are the chances of that happening on a day like that?