Mav
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- Aug 30, 2024
- 22
I suffer from a few different, very rare and very debilitating conditions that are incurable. I am prescribed a lot of medication's and I'm having a hard time believing that all of them in combination at a large dose, would fail.
I have combed through this site days upon days upon days about taking prescription and over-the-counter medication's to try to make this easy and there is so much out there that says it never works or it rarely works. Just the fact alone that four of the medication's that I want to take suppress breathing so incredibly ferociously, then I find it really hard to believe that it wouldn't make me pass away. I certainly wouldn't be able to wake up if I wasn't able to breathe because the medication would have me so sedated. I plan on putting a T-shirt or a pillowcase or something over my face as I fall asleep so that way there is a lot less oxygen exchange. I don't think I have the guts to be able to do the night night method. I just wouldn't be comfortable with a rope tied around my neck, partial hanging raises the hair on the back of my neck full suspension is definitely a never no way. Jumping, I have thought about because I'm not afraid of heights so it's not a matter of not being able to walk to the edge. It's a matter of whether or not I'll be able to actually jump. If I do take all the medications, it would be in a various secluded area and in my car so maybe I was thinking a portable protein, camping heater or something leaving it running all the way in the back of my vehicle and maybe just falling off to sleep and breathing in the gas is everything would work that way. This is also unbelievably frustrated that we have to spend so much time on trying to figure out how to pass away. I don't understand why it's not OK. I don't understand why you can't go to a doctor and say I don't wanna suffer anymore. Can you help me from not suffering anymore and then the answer is yes the answer should always be yes. If you are an adult, you make your own choices about your body. It's literally insane. Sorry I had some venting in there too. I'd love everybody's input anyone who's willing to give me input on this. One thing I didn't mention was the medication's so it would be oxycodone, hydroxyzine, libre, Valium, tizanidine, Wellbutrin, Seroquel, and there are some more. I'm just forgetting their names right now. But the first four are definitely going to be the most lethal and most likely to be the ones that are going to cease my breathing. Thank you everyone and much love to you all.
I have combed through this site days upon days upon days about taking prescription and over-the-counter medication's to try to make this easy and there is so much out there that says it never works or it rarely works. Just the fact alone that four of the medication's that I want to take suppress breathing so incredibly ferociously, then I find it really hard to believe that it wouldn't make me pass away. I certainly wouldn't be able to wake up if I wasn't able to breathe because the medication would have me so sedated. I plan on putting a T-shirt or a pillowcase or something over my face as I fall asleep so that way there is a lot less oxygen exchange. I don't think I have the guts to be able to do the night night method. I just wouldn't be comfortable with a rope tied around my neck, partial hanging raises the hair on the back of my neck full suspension is definitely a never no way. Jumping, I have thought about because I'm not afraid of heights so it's not a matter of not being able to walk to the edge. It's a matter of whether or not I'll be able to actually jump. If I do take all the medications, it would be in a various secluded area and in my car so maybe I was thinking a portable protein, camping heater or something leaving it running all the way in the back of my vehicle and maybe just falling off to sleep and breathing in the gas is everything would work that way. This is also unbelievably frustrated that we have to spend so much time on trying to figure out how to pass away. I don't understand why it's not OK. I don't understand why you can't go to a doctor and say I don't wanna suffer anymore. Can you help me from not suffering anymore and then the answer is yes the answer should always be yes. If you are an adult, you make your own choices about your body. It's literally insane. Sorry I had some venting in there too. I'd love everybody's input anyone who's willing to give me input on this. One thing I didn't mention was the medication's so it would be oxycodone, hydroxyzine, libre, Valium, tizanidine, Wellbutrin, Seroquel, and there are some more. I'm just forgetting their names right now. But the first four are definitely going to be the most lethal and most likely to be the ones that are going to cease my breathing. Thank you everyone and much love to you all.
