Venting I am tired

[Aplev]

I am tired of putting a mask just to avoid conflict and suffering at least a little bit.

I am tired of pretending everything's fine.

I am tired of trying.

I am tired of fighting.

I am tired of pain.

I am tired of the highs and lows.

I am just tired.

 

[SVEN]

Weariness just seems to go with our situation.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly very much understandable feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, existing really can be so dreadful, I'm also tired of feeling trapped here.

 

[Amidaa]

totally understandable, this place can be draining. i guess we all long for a eternal sleep so we can be at peace for once.

 

[evey8112]

I understand. The highs and lows suck. One day u feel like u can finally break free from the suffering that maybe u can better yourself and not have to CTB then
the next, your mind pulls u back into depression and you just repeat this process.

 

[Aplev]

I understand. The highs and lows suck. One day u feel like u can finally break free from the suffering that maybe u can better yourself and not have to CTB then
the next, your mind pulls u back into depression and you just repeat this process.

Exactly. I don't think I could have put it better myself.

 

[Jealous Blackheart]

I understand. We understand.
A piece from my journal:

I'm so tired.
All of the time.
Of being too much.
Of being too little.
Of never doing anything right.
Of being a parentheses.
And so easy to leave behind.

Can we skip to that part now?
Can we skip this?
I'm so tired.