Barbed Wolf
New Member
- Feb 27, 2024
- 4
Hello all, I am a new member here. It took me a lot just to make this profile to share my story. I don't have anyone irl to discuss my problems. The only person I have is my boyfriend, and I just don't want to talk to him about my thoughts of suicide because I am afriad of scaring him. Him, and I both live alone in our little apartment. It ain't much, but it's home.
Everyday I wake up, and I feel a sense of dread, and sadness wash over me. I really don't have much to look forward to besides my boyfriend. I hate working, I hate being an adult. I forgot to mention that I am 22 years old by the way. I hate seeing the horrible stuff that's happening on the news. It makes me feel angry, sad, and helpless. I don't know if i can continue on living this life anymore. I wish I can just close my eyes, and wake up back to when I was a kid. However, a lot of my issues stems from my horrible childhood.
I could never leave my bf...I just cant...but sometimes..it's just hard to keep going.
Everyday I wake up, and I feel a sense of dread, and sadness wash over me. I really don't have much to look forward to besides my boyfriend. I hate working, I hate being an adult. I forgot to mention that I am 22 years old by the way. I hate seeing the horrible stuff that's happening on the news. It makes me feel angry, sad, and helpless. I don't know if i can continue on living this life anymore. I wish I can just close my eyes, and wake up back to when I was a kid. However, a lot of my issues stems from my horrible childhood.
I could never leave my bf...I just cant...but sometimes..it's just hard to keep going.