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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
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I was wrong I am suicidal again
I agree with what HighFlight said. I thought I was recovered early this year and late last year, but then it's like something switched inside of me about 2 weeks ago, then I got a job and it's worse than it was before. Now I find myself here a lot more often. Just know that you very well could be feeling just as recovered as before given time. You've done it before so I believe in you :)

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