I already have SN, meto(forgot the name) and xanax. I think these should be enough to end it.
When I get the paycheck I will leave some $ in order to go to a nice otel. With the rest of it I will hit the casino and all in the money on roulette. I like the idea of leaving it to chance(or god). If I lose I have to do it anyways because I will be fucked. It will force me to book the otel and finish the deed.
If I win. I will go one more month and have fun with drugs raves and shit and repeat the cycle. This is not just an idea I thought about it its kinda genious no? XD
what do you guys think.
Imagine the adrenaline of spinning your life
When I get the paycheck I will leave some $ in order to go to a nice otel. With the rest of it I will hit the casino and all in the money on roulette. I like the idea of leaving it to chance(or god). If I lose I have to do it anyways because I will be fucked. It will force me to book the otel and finish the deed.
If I win. I will go one more month and have fun with drugs raves and shit and repeat the cycle. This is not just an idea I thought about it its kinda genious no? XD
what do you guys think.
Imagine the adrenaline of spinning your life
