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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
My family left me here. I have my own room but I don't like it here. One day I was on Xanax and alcohol when parents came home. I said a lot of dumb shit and they decided to send me here. I don't like my parents but I already miss my home. I guess I will apprechiate some things when I return. The toilet is dirty and I have no idea how am I going to use it.

They will keep me here for a week or so. This is the first time I am in restricted space. I wish I acted differently, then there wouldn't be need for this. Wasted summer, wasted youth. 3 months ago I had everything I ever wanted, and now I'm here. It's amazing how fast things can go downhill. And fault is my own.
 
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Mari

Mari

Left forum, time's up
May 10, 2018
169
I really hope they will treat you okay there! One week is not that long, try and keep busy with whatever is available. Also, maybe mention the hygiene issue to a nurse?

I think you can work your way up to getting better as soon as you set your mind to it! Yes, having a home and a private life is something to appreciate, so even though you're not on the best page with your parents, try to find a way to make things work with them.

I wish you the easiest possible time there, and that it will be the first and last.

<3
 
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ultraviolet sin

ultraviolet sin

RUDEBOY
Jul 17, 2018
93
My family left me here. I have my own room but I don't like it here. One day I was on Xanax and alcohol when parents came home. I said a lot of dumb shit and they decided to send me here. I don't like my parents but I already miss my home. I guess I will apprechiate some things when I return. The toilet is dirty and I have no idea how am I going to use it.

They will keep me here for a week or so. This is the first time I am in restricted space. I wish I acted differently, then there wouldn't be need for this. Wasted summer, wasted youth. 3 months ago I had everything I ever wanted, and now I'm here. It's amazing how fast things can go downhill. And fault is my own.
Have them provide you a marker and paper and get productive! Helps pass the time some.

Stay strong. Endure that boredom.
 
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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
Thanks. I'm in a developing country so I cannot really make many demands. My brother is a doctor so his friend who works here arranged me a single room. Also the doctor they've appointed to me is from my hometown and I know her from high school. She definitely made better life choices than me. I was physically assaulted a month ago by my dad (strangled me with his hands) and I hate him a lot, though I was very mad at my mom lately since she was insisting on sending me here, since I started abusing Xanax after the incident.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Thanks. I'm in a developing country so I cannot really make many demands. My brother is a doctor so his friend who works here arranged me a single room. Also the doctor they've appointed to me is from my hometown and I know her from high school. She definitely made better life choices than me. I was physically assaulted a month ago by my dad (strangled me with his hands) and I hate him a lot, though I was very mad at my mom lately since she was insisting on sending me here, since I started abusing Xanax after the incident.
Your dad is a jerk, I'm sorry u gotta be trapped there for no real reason. Hopefully it passes quickly.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
My family left me here. I have my own room but I don't like it here. One day I was on Xanax and alcohol when parents came home. I said a lot of dumb shit and they decided to send me here. I don't like my parents but I already miss my home. I guess I will apprechiate some things when I return. The toilet is dirty and I have no idea how am I going to use it.

They will keep me here for a week or so. This is the first time I am in restricted space. I wish I acted differently, then there wouldn't be need for this. Wasted summer, wasted youth. 3 months ago I had everything I ever wanted, and now I'm here. It's amazing how fast things can go downhill. And fault is my own.

I'm surprised they let you have access to the internet. The few times I was hospitalized they wouldn't allow phones or computers.
 
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Vvcv

Vvcv

Member
Jul 17, 2018
39
I used to fight boredom talking with people and sleeping a lot, it definitely helps because being there is incredibly dull.
 
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thatguyakira123

thatguyakira123

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
217
I'd like to add tell them what they want to hear, but don't be unrealistic when you do.
 
GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
I have my phone from 2pm until 9pm.

I don't really feel like talking to other people since they are in worse condition than me. I just chill in my room, read books and browse this forum.
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I have my phone from 2pm until 9pm.

I don't really feel like talking to other people since they are in worse condition than me. I just chill in my room, read books and browse this forum.

That's great they let you have your phone for part of the day.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I have my phone from 2pm until 9pm.

I don't really feel like talking to other people since they are in worse condition than me. I just chill in my room, read books and browse this forum.
Don't tell them you use forums or your phone will be confiscated all together.i am sorry to hear you are in hospital.
 
ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
639
Bless being able to have a phone = ) When I was hospitalized, I was literally behind bars, and I was not allowed to have any electronic devices, and I was under SWAT supervision or some shit, it was horrible, I hope you get out quick
 
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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
I can freely move around the department, but I am in my room all the time daydreaming about Poland. I am leaving this hospital in two days.
 
GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
I'm back home. To be honest I'm not very happy about it.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Thanks. I'm in a developing country so I cannot really make many demands. My brother is a doctor so his friend who works here arranged me a single room. Also the doctor they've appointed to me is from my hometown and I know her from high school. She definitely made better life choices than me. I was physically assaulted a month ago by my dad (strangled me with his hands) and I hate him a lot, though I was very mad at my mom lately since she was insisting on sending me here, since I started abusing Xanax after the incident.
WTF .... some one assault my son ( if I had one) and I would fucking kill them. Fuck that. What the fuck happened to being a good parent?? If a deer in the woods can do it ....
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Some parents is evil AFck!
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
That sounds terrible!
What country or continent are you in/ on?
 
smalls_world

smalls_world

Member
Aug 3, 2018
5
Tell them what they want to hear. That's how I sprung myself from the looney bin. Attend group therapy. When it's your turn to speak repeat what you said here, that you regret what you did, that you miss home, and be sure to toss in that you'll never do whatever it is they don't want you to do ever again. Leave out the part about your father choking you. No one there cares about your problems. When you get out you can go back to being yourself. Just be yourself on the down low so your parents don't know :)
 
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