FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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I ordered myself a different brand of diet pills to try and the Royal Mail( UK postal service) was the service which was in charge of delivering my package to me. I overslept on Saturday and woke up afternoon time. I checked my notifications and I was informed the parcel was delivered to my home. The royal mail take pictures to prove they delivered to customers homes. There was a picture of my mother receiving the package. Her face was not shown but I could tell from the clothes she was wearing. I decided not to say anything hoping the issue goes away.

The next day my grandmother shows me the diet pills bottle and comfronts me. She told me my mother opened the package. My mother's at times opens other people's parcels and letters that come to our house because she "wants to see". She opens her boyfriend's amazon packages all the time and decided to open my package. My grandmother said my mother was so horrified then my grandmother lies to her saying she told me order her the slimming pills. My grandmother is fat and trying to lose weight so my mum believed her. My little sister said to my mother I am not capable of using diet pills because I am seen as the sensible responsible sister.

My grandmother asks have I used diet pills before and I lied confidently saying it is my first time and I wanted to try something new. My grandmother then tips out a plastic bag with all my packets of 100 dulcolax laxatives I brought, my bottles of appetite suppressants including the new one i rescently brought and my hemp teas. She went through all my drawers. She told me she was mad at me for lying and I told her I am mad at her invading my privacy like this. She was confiscated everything and has threatened to tell my mother if I get caught buying another set. It was so fucking terrible my grandmother was even bringing religion to it, making me feel guilty about how my mother almost collapsed due to the shock and how my sister was horrified seeing the package.
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
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Aaah family sucks

Maybe you can get your stuff delivered elsewhere, and hide your stash?

Hopefully this is good practice at lying! Best to keep your lies as close to the truth as possible. Because lies are actually hard to maintain. If reality contradicts your lie once, boom. The illusion can pop. A big enough lie can force you to keep covering it with more lies. Forever

That probably means telling grandma that you're trying to stop, but some evil ex-boyfriend made fun of your weight. Then rail about how evil guys are; she'll probably project her own memories onto you. If that actually happened, you don't even need to lie

Also, if someone covers your lies, best not piss them off. Keep them on your side. Because they can threaten you by divulging your secret. Hopefully you can discover one of your grandma's big secrets. For mutually assured destruction

I hope you're keeping yourself healthy as possible, with enough nutrition. I don't know much about anorexia, if there's less damaging ways to do it
 
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6MillionWaystoDie

6MillionWaystoDie

Choose one
Mar 18, 2023
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I'm sorry your privacy was violated. I'm sorry that they are treating you like a child. Parents often think they are doing the right thing in these areas. I'm sorry you're in this space.

I have no experience with anorexia. I'm the complete opposite, an over-eater. But from reading some of your other posts it sounds like your body is in a good place (based on societal standards).


I know anorexia is moreso about control though. Do you want to get help?
 
starrvingstar

starrvingstar

suicidal anorexic
Apr 9, 2023
141
I ordered myself a different brand of diet pills to try and the Royal Mail( UK postal service) was the service which was in charge of delivering my package to me. I overslept on Saturday and woke up afternoon time. I checked my notifications and I was informed the parcel was delivered to my home. The royal mail take pictures to prove they delivered to customers homes. There was a picture of my mother receiving the package. Her face was not shown but I could tell from the clothes she was wearing. I decided not to say anything hoping the issue goes away.

The next day my grandmother shows me the diet pills bottle and comfronts me. She told me my mother opened the package. My mother's at times opens other people's parcels and letters that come to our house because she "wants to see". She opens her boyfriend's amazon packages all the time and decided to open my package. My grandmother said my mother was so horrified then my grandmother lies to her saying she told me order her the slimming pills. My grandmother is fat and trying to lose weight so my mum believed her. My little sister said to my mother I am not capable of using diet pills because I am seen as the sensible responsible sister.

My grandmother asks have I used diet pills before and I lied confidently saying it is my first time and I wanted to try something new. My grandmother then tips out a plastic bag with all my packets of 100 dulcolax laxatives I brought, my bottles of appetite suppressants including the new one i rescently brought and my hemp teas. She went through all my drawers. She told me she was mad at me for lying and I told her I am mad at her invading my privacy like this. She was confiscated everything and has threatened to tell my mother if I get caught buying another set. It was so fucking terrible my grandmother was even bringing religion to it, making me feel guilty about how my mother almost collapsed due to the shock and how my sister was horrified seeing the package.
ugh this sounds like a awful expereince try keeping the laxatives in a school bag or a gym bag in small pockets no one would think to check, try eating whatever you do eat in front of them so they do not get on your ass about restricting and try to force meals. i hope they dont bring it up again. it might be better you aren't abusing laxatives though honestly, try your best not to rely on them.
 

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