I have to be careful what I see you know free speech in under pressure where I live. But at least Sanctioned Suicide does feel like a safe hafen for me.
So my therapist wrote lies in my medical records to ruin my life. And the organization behind them completely backed my therapist. They believed them fully despite the fact the evidence showed a different picture. And only with an expensive lawyer I could something against that.
Personally, I benefited from therapy in the past. And I recommend trying therapy before committing suicide. Though, I met some bad apples of this industry and I feel so disgusted by them. They knew my suicidality and vulnerability and they just didn't give a fuck. They exploited it. All they care is the reputation of mental health employees even though they know that the actions were very unethical. I already experienced how a therapist gave up on me and then gaslit me. My former therapist told my mom this wasn't the truth which was a blatant lie.
I am just disgusted by this industry. And then they posture themselves as saints. In my country there were medicine students at a very important meeting of the most powerful doctors of the country. And they opened up at the mic that they were severely sexually harassed by the doctors on that day. And that this is quite common in this profession. I am just so disgusted by this scummy filth. And then they wonder why people turn to Sanctioned Suicide. I am not surprised the far right is on the rise again when such people are in central powerful positions where I live...
My trust in professionals is gone. There are systemic issues. And the people in power decide to look away. Everywhere where there is power, there is abuse happening. And I think one should be the most careful when people present themselves as the good one while being backed by an apparatus of the bureaucracies, courts, money interests and the establishment. The solution isn't a Trump or Musk though. We don't need a chainsaw. I am so pessimistic about the state of the world that controlled shrinking or extinction seems to be the best choice out of bad option.
I simply cannot trust professionals anymore...maybe I will have to kill myself one day because I just cannot be part of this system and the abuse anymore...
So my therapist wrote lies in my medical records to ruin my life. And the organization behind them completely backed my therapist. They believed them fully despite the fact the evidence showed a different picture. And only with an expensive lawyer I could something against that.
Personally, I benefited from therapy in the past. And I recommend trying therapy before committing suicide. Though, I met some bad apples of this industry and I feel so disgusted by them. They knew my suicidality and vulnerability and they just didn't give a fuck. They exploited it. All they care is the reputation of mental health employees even though they know that the actions were very unethical. I already experienced how a therapist gave up on me and then gaslit me. My former therapist told my mom this wasn't the truth which was a blatant lie.
I am just disgusted by this industry. And then they posture themselves as saints. In my country there were medicine students at a very important meeting of the most powerful doctors of the country. And they opened up at the mic that they were severely sexually harassed by the doctors on that day. And that this is quite common in this profession. I am just so disgusted by this scummy filth. And then they wonder why people turn to Sanctioned Suicide. I am not surprised the far right is on the rise again when such people are in central powerful positions where I live...
My trust in professionals is gone. There are systemic issues. And the people in power decide to look away. Everywhere where there is power, there is abuse happening. And I think one should be the most careful when people present themselves as the good one while being backed by an apparatus of the bureaucracies, courts, money interests and the establishment. The solution isn't a Trump or Musk though. We don't need a chainsaw. I am so pessimistic about the state of the world that controlled shrinking or extinction seems to be the best choice out of bad option.
I simply cannot trust professionals anymore...maybe I will have to kill myself one day because I just cannot be part of this system and the abuse anymore...
