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- May 24, 2026
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this past year ive been hit with countless of acts of gaslighting, as a result i have a sense of self doubt i never had, i struggle to form basic sentences out of fear for someone to misunderstand me, it wasn't like this before, i was so sure of what i spoke, now after being deliberately misunderstood repeatedly for anything i think, feel or express it has left a scar, where i cant write or say nothing without rethinking because i find flaws. im so slow to speak, and usually its a sign of wisdom but here its more fear than anything, fear of that pain and confusion ive dealt with. it hurts. i always want to cry or end up crying just thinking about it. ive never been this insecure. im a sensitive heart, this is too much for me :(