I am going to the bus stop at 6pm pst approximately 2 hours from now. (Goodbye Thread)

[escaped]

Goodbye Mofreeko and may you rest in eternal peace. Sad to see members go but I'm happy you are no longer hurting and now free.

 

[FuneralCry]

You are so lucky to be free from this cruel, horrific world. I envy you so much.

 

[TAW122]

I hope you have found peace and are free from suffering.

 

[Papilio_polyxenes]

You've helped me and countless others, I hope you find the relief you sought.

 

[Lost Magic]

By the sounds of things, you have had all you can take of this life. I feel the same. I hope to have the same courage and resolve you have when my time comes to pass. Bless you!

 

[outrider567]

Looks like he succeeded--Peace

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Hey guys, I've been kicking the can down the road for a few months and now I've run out of road. I really can't do another year in this body living this life. I've been fasting since 6pm yesterday and I plan to catch the bus in about 2 hours with SN. I am extremely grateful to the forum for introducing me to tons of information I could never have found on my own and to all the people I've met on here. Ironically I think this place has helped delay my ctb as it let me talk about my thoughts openly without being judged or people trying to "save" me. So far the hardest thing for me mentally is how fucking hungry I am. I have a food coping mechanism/addiction and all I want to do right now is fucking binge eat. Other than that I'm feeling relatively calm. My phone is in my car and its battery is dead. I've also put my dresser in front of my bedroom door so hopefully if I panic I won't be able to move it in my weakened state and seek help. Goodbye everyone, and Happy New Year.

For those curious this is the regime I'm using for SN:
• 6:00pm start 24 hour food fasting
• 4:00pm start dry fasting
• 4:00pm 600mg advil
• 5:00pm 75mg meclizine
• 6:00pm 30g SN in 60ml lukewarm water (30g instead of 25g due to my weight)

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Oh gosh. All the best. I hope you find peace

 

[Szinuus]

Safe travels.

 

[MidnightTrain]

How sad. I hope you've found eternal rest.

 

[purplehearted]

Safe travels friend.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

May his tortured heart find peace and his soul be at rest

 

[lilin]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Willthishelp?]

I hope he found peace, we don't know of the Meclizine was effective.. this could be my only method.. any thoughts.. he did not log back but also was banned.. so we don't know..@purplehearted @lilin @FuneralCry

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

I hope he found peace, we don't know of the Meclizine was effective.. this could be my only method.. any thoughts.. he did not log back but also was banned.. so we don't know..@purplehearted @lilin @FuneralCry

The moderators probably deactivated his account after he didn't log in for a period of time after his goodbye thread. I imagine he was successful but you never truly know I suppose.

 

[Willthishelp?]

The moderators probably deactivated his account after he didn't log in for a period of time after his goodbye thread. I imagine he was successful but you never truly know I suppose.

He was leaving in januari so that's not long, some are still here on the forum without being active for years

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

He was leaving in januari so that's not long, some are still here on the forum without being active for years

Yeah but I assumed it was because of this thread though. I could very well be wrong though, and we'll probably never know due to the anonymity on this site.

 

[annointed_towers]

The one year anniversary of this post and it still haunts me.