Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
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It's in November.... As feels right now making those plans feels "right. I am so tired. This is my first time being on a computer on this website. My desktop was just wasting away like
I've been deprived and brought down soo hard the last 5 yrs. Last yr with my mom was awful. No spae no freedom nothing my own. She almost controlled everything through emotional financial habitual physical abuse.
I just wanna fucking die and ima god damn have some dignity while doing it. I don't even care about the living aspect of my own I'm just soo excited to plan my death
This city is in Stage 3 is but almost NOTHING mental healthwise is open. Can't even get fucking help getting a bed. I am over this bc truthfully it's not like the things open help me I don't even want em its just the lack of options killing me.
likeee everything that happens today just fucking drains me... I'm so over this and my patience is at peak sooo...
I've been deprived and brought down soo hard the last 5 yrs. Last yr with my mom was awful. No spae no freedom nothing my own. She almost controlled everything through emotional financial habitual physical abuse.
I just wanna fucking die and ima god damn have some dignity while doing it. I don't even care about the living aspect of my own I'm just soo excited to plan my death
This city is in Stage 3 is but almost NOTHING mental healthwise is open. Can't even get fucking help getting a bed. I am over this bc truthfully it's not like the things open help me I don't even want em its just the lack of options killing me.
likeee everything that happens today just fucking drains me... I'm so over this and my patience is at peak sooo...
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