I am going to kill myself very soon.

[noname223]

We phoned again the whole Day. I got really paranoid and the house of Cards Fell apart. I was really paranoid about she understands how dependent I am on my Mom and that college has no future. I am pretty sure I won't survive this one. I am quite confident I kill myself soon. It is gonna be SN. Honestly, I don't See any way how to survive that. The pain is unbearable and I consider to ghost her. Maybe she will Do it on me.


I think I gonna buy the SN tomorrow. Same source as the last time. I feel like throwing up. The pain is undescribable. Really I cannot put it into words. It is unimaginable.

 

[TheHolySword]

I hope you are able to find your peace, wherever and however that may look. We'll be here while you still are

 

[opheliaoveragain]

hoping you can find relief. we're here for you

 

[ma0]

I hope you're able to find peace and happiness with whatever you choose to do.

 

[noname223]

Maybe it was all paranoia. I took a benzo and I am way calmer now. She reassured me couple of times she is still interested in me.

 

[parasite_eve]

Maybe it was all paranoia. I took a benzo and I am way calmer now. She reassured me couple of times she is still interested in me.

Wishing you and this person the best <3