I am going to kill myself because of treatable chronic illnesses just because the medical system negelcted me

[ineedtogetout]

It is incredibaly fucked up, but i am unable to get my medical problems treated and because of that i have zero quality of life and this chronic illnesses feed my depression so much, it is insane, unbelivable, fuck this heillish world

 

[unluckysadness]

Same. I'm just waiting for death. Chronic illnesses are pure hell.

 

[nitrogenous]

I am sorry you are going through this experience :( It's the same here where I am and I am just left untreated by myself… Being overlooked is so painful when all we want is to get better. I keep on trying to advocate for myself but it's so hard when they keep on cancelling my referrals and label me as "attention-seeking" for wanting actual help with actions and not just words…

 

[ineedtogetout]

Same. I'm just waiting for death. Chronic illnesses are pure hell.

Are you also not getting proper help for your problems?

I am sorry you are going through this experience :( It's the same here where I am and I am just left untreated by myself… Being overlooked is so painful when all we want is to get better. I keep on trying to advocate for myself but it's so hard when they keep on cancelling my referrals and label me as "attention-seeking" for wanting actual help with actions and not just words…

Who labels you this way?

 

[unluckysadness]

Are you also not getting proper help for your problems?

I have diseases that cannot be cured. Anyway I don't want to seek help from doctors anymore. Some of these doctors hurt me a lot. I used to believe in miracles but I don't believe anymore. It's not a life so I must take a decision. And social isolation doesn't help but I'm not looking for friends neither. When you're neurodivergent, nobody understands you. This forum is the only place where I can be myself without judgement.