I am finally going to do it!

[Neptunette]

Some stuff happened recently, and basically, I have no reason to live anymore. I'd like to do it before I turn 21 in autumn. I'm not sure if I should do anything special until then. I have no drive left, really! I just ordered a certain salt that seems to be a popular way to go. I've heard it's relatively peaceful. Is it actually? I'm extremely scared to be honest, but it must be done!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[StaticCryBabye]

Tbh, I really don't know myself. I have an SN on my own, but getting the other stuff to actually use it is a hassle and just too hard. I'm more pushed to use hanging than actually using my SN.

 

[BPDtgirl]

I hope you find peace

 

[catfriend]

heya! i'm sorry you've reached this point.

from what i've read on here, and in the PPH, the salt you're referring to is relatively peaceful, yes. one might experience anxiety and discomfort (including vomiting, potentially) between ingesting and loss of consciousness, but it's an otherwise effective and accessible method.

whatever you decide to do, i hope you find peace. :)