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SomedayorNexttime

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Jul 13, 2025
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I feel very weirdly happy at the thought of being in the grave. The more unhappy I get day by day, the more that CTB gives me hope, and in turn I have something to look forward to.

I really hope I can figure out how to get SN.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,978
I understand as all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again, I'd be so relieved to be free from the burden of existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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When I was going there was no happiness. I was on 115 Mg of methadone, and miserable. Only ctb could end the pain.
 

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