Help I am completely and utterly alone.

[takeyourshotfunboy]

I can't talk to my friends because I don't want to burden them. Can't talk to parents for the same reason. In the past I've overheard them complaining about my obsession with death, the fact that I never seem to get better, and about how I'm always in and out of mental hospitals (although I have only been there 2 times). I obviously can't talk to my therapist because I'll be hospitalized again. But somewhere, deep down, a little part of me still believes I can be saved. What the hell do I do?

 

[Rachel74]

You are not alone you have us xx

 

[Untitled]

Hey diaryofawimpycrow, you can vent here. We don't judge. If you want to be saved, we're behind you. If you don't want to be saved, we're behind you too.

Anyway I hope you will find peace soon.

 

[kypnrp]

Hey, don't feel that way. Feel free to DM me or anything if you want, there are people out there for you. I kind of feel you, I've stopped talking to my friends about my situation and yeah, this kind of thing sucks.

 

[jayfox]

Hey diaryofawimpycrow, you can vent here. We don't judge. If you want to be saved, we're behind you. If you don't want to be saved, we're behind you too.

Anyway I hope you will find peace soon.

You do the best you can that all we can all do

Surround yourself with people that really care for you is a good start :-)

 

[passenger27]

You can be around a 100 people and be alone. At least that's how it is for me. If there's a part of you that believes you can be saved, that's great. It's called hope, my friend. We could all use a little of that.

 

[Darkhaven]

Hey! At least you said you have friends!
I haven't got a single one!
You can work around your situation, i can feel it!
You still got people looking out for you!

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Im in the SAME spot as you. All we want to talk about is our misery and our soon to be bus. Aint nobody trying to hear that shit. We know this. Either its here on SS or keep it to ones self.

I think a little part of us all wants to be saved. But usually the world requires that reocvery entail growing up and saivng your own ass. To which I have decided that I dont want to save myself. It sounds like a boring, hideous job. But for many it is the nectar of life.

Figure out what you want more than ANYTHING else and determine if you are willing to do what it takes to get it........ if not----- well what other choice do ya have?