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Sc0rs

Sc0rs

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May 9, 2024
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I have bpd. I am unlovable. I dont deserve love. I would be a terrible mother. All i would do is pass on my wrecked genes to my kids. No man will ever love someone like me.
I want to kill myself so bad.
Who would love a women with scars all over her body?
I myself am disgusted.
I push people away like poison I hate myself and so do many others.
I don't deserve love.
My parents deserve so much better.
My siplings deserve so much better.
I am better off dead.
I am better off dead.

I ruin everything. I wish I never survived in my mother womb.
I wish one of my brothers would have survived instead of me.

I walk the street slowly hoping a car would hit me.
 
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