Venting I am an accessory

[maidens]

I have so many online friends
I am close with my friends
I have been in friend groups before
I have been in general close spaces before, and technically am still in one
but in every setting I've always been the most irrelevant person no matter what they claim
no matter how much effort I put in I do not contribute anything
my friends are close with eachother
my friends are in friend groups with eachother without me
I am simply an add-on
I am nobody's favorite person
I am not anyone's first choice
I am not the first person anyone thinks of to go tell about their day
I do nothing unique
I do not have anyone
there is nobody I can truly trust
I am always excluded
I am always pushed to the side
there will always be a person my friends like more than me
if I went and died right now, nobody would notice for a while. and when they did, they wouldn't be affected

I am an accessory

 

[INTJme]

You know what you have that others don't? Reliability. And that's precious.

When you feel excluded and unimportant all the time, you realise the importance of being there for someone or being the #1. You'll be there for those when they need you the most and all others have disappeared. The right people will eventually find you. It happened with me and it'll happen for you too. Just give it time and continue being your amazing self.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Well at least you aren't an accessory to murder.