CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
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I now am trying to remind myself why I suck to mentally torture myself. Mental self harm isn't anything new to me, I do it all the time. Problem is I can barely feel it. I'm so used to being a loser. For the first time in my live I want to physically harm myself kinda. I'm not sure what I'm feeling and I probably won't punch myself.
 
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yami9292

yami9292

a sleepy loner
Feb 20, 2019
34
Okay this is me haha, but honestly if i could meet myself I would def punch myself but I have self harmed in the past and its only temporary relief anyway
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
Okay this is me haha, but honestly if i could meet myself I would def punch myself but I have self harmed in the past and its only temporary relief anyway
I tried lightly punching myself and felt no relief. Kind of want to do it harder, but I doubt it would do anything.
 
yami9292

yami9292

a sleepy loner
Feb 20, 2019
34
I tried lightly punching myself and felt no relief. Kind of want to do it harder, but I doubt it would do anything.
Well I don't recommend it honestly and I've been there as I said too but I understand how you feel too. Sometimes it feels like that's the only thing you can do when your pain isn't physical
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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Well I don't recommend it honestly and I've been there as I said too but I understand how you feel too. Sometimes it feels like that's the only thing you can do when your pain isn't physical
Reading this now, I remembered how shitty my morning was. I'm now feeling better tho which is good. That punching thing was an odd feeling.
 
CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
Well I don't recommend it honestly and I've been there as I said too but I understand how you feel too. Sometimes it feels like that's the only thing you can do when your pain isn't physical
Odd to look back on this chat now that things have happened.
 
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Psilo

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Dec 29, 2018
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I now am trying to remind myself why I suck to mentally torture myself. Mental self harm isn't anything new to me, I do it all the time. Problem is I can barely feel it. I'm so used to being a loser. For the first time in my live I want to physically harm myself kinda. I'm not sure what I'm feeling and I probably won't punch myself.
I never get physical against myself, but each time I look myself in the mirror I flip the bird and smile just to remind myself how pathetic I am.
 

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