It's not a ward, just how my life is unfortunately set up. I cannot drive, I'm having to care for a one month old, my husband is an asshole and is addicted to porn, the house we live in has 5 other people living in it, and we only have about 200sqft for the three of us and all of our stuff.. I've been tired for years. I gave up going to college for this man, and now I'm stuck working dead end jobs for pennies while he fucks around online telling people he's single. Sob story aside, due to being unable to drive, he is around me 24/7. And when he is asleep, the couple that live literally 2ft from our door are awake. There is nowhere in this house that I can be alone for more than just a couple of minutes, my only chance would be to send him and the one month old somewhere (somehow) and then find some way to hang myself in our room. I figured I'd ask for more ideas, because that one that I have is very far fetched as it is, he would not want to leave me here as he is incapable of efficiently caring for the 1 month old.