Husband due in court today self harm

[flower1985]

After hassle from police, my husband is in court today and they using me telling me its my fault sorry self harm pics cutting wrist, graphic, later ctb i think cant take much more inhaled butane a lot tonite and drink vodka fed up of everything already self harmed lotsa times feel its not enough to get rid of life pain, just too much
Sorry mods if i put in wrong thread

 

[Maudlin]

Stop. Stop doing that to yourself right now.

Rinse it off in cold running water in the sink. Leave the water running over it until you can't stand the cold, anymore.

Tape some gauze on it, lie down and try to get some sleep. You'll be hung over in the morning.

 

[flower1985]

It's already morning 9am here due in court in 10.30am in 1 hour half i am facing the Police officer at crown court in (uk) accusing me of what i haven't done ive already lost everything including my kids, so hey thankyou

 

[tiredone]

Stop. Stop doing that to yourself right now.

Rinse it off in cold running water in the sink. Leave the water running over it until you can't stand the cold, anymore.

Tape some gauze on it, lie down and try to get some sleep. You'll be hung over in the morning.

Do this please.

 

[flower1985]

Just getting ready for court now not looking forward to it so upset right now not even my fault yet my name mentioned numerous times in the order been up all night too will let everyone know what happens, thankyou for your support xx

 

[Maudlin]

It's already morning 9am here due in court in 10.30am in 1 hour half i am facing the Police officer at crown court in (uk) accusing me of what i haven't done ive already lost everything including my kids, so hey thankyou

Good luck in court. You might not believe this, but I've been in a similar situation. It might just turn out different than you expect.

I hope so.

 

[MidnightCat]

I understand the relief of self harm and miss it quite often (been clean for 7 years now!)

But as others said, you never know what will happen in the court.

If they're accusing you of what you've not done, don't blame yourself for it, I know it's easy to say and hard to make.

So, please, heal it and breathe, don't let the anxiety or anger control you. I know it's hard, but I'm sure you can make it.

 

[OldDrummer]

Best of luck Flower.

 

[flower1985]

Thankyou everyone judge was sceptical of police events been adjourned for next week

 

[Maudlin]

Thankyou everyone judge was sceptical of police events been adjourned for next week

Sounds like a good sign. I'm an ocean and half a continent away from you, but I'm sending you good vibes to the best of my mental abilities.

You're gonna make it through just fine. ;)

 

[flower1985]

Just an update, judge ruled in police favour, thought he might do in end, so thanks Mr police man for dragging me through the courts even though i did nothing, back to self harming and heavy drinking as alternative to ctb at moment its just why do the police think they can do anything they want its disgraceful making my life a misery. Sorry for ranting :/ thankyou for listening x

 

[Sittichmutter]

Just an update, judge ruled in police favour, thought he might do in end, so thanks Mr police man for dragging me through the courts even though i did nothing, back to self harming and heavy drinking as alternative to ctb at moment its just why do the police think they can do anything they want its disgraceful making my life a misery. Sorry for ranting :/ thankyou for listening x

Dear Flower,
I am really sorry about what you are going through. Is there any possibility you get help?
You really need therapy. And lots o love. Please, look for professional help instead of self harming and drinking.
It must be so sad to be without your children. I Just imagine your pain...
I wish you all the best!
Take Care,
Love

 

[wait.what]

I'm so sorry, Flower. I know it's somewhere between difficult and impossible to get mental health help in the UK. I never thought I'd see a well-off democracy more cruel than the USA, but I do believe the UK has finally managed it. I have no words.

 

[flower1985]

Thank you everyone for your responses just havin a bad night again self harm etc... Just a release for me at me sorry for sharing these no one to talk to at moment. X