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Tiredofhurting

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Feb 26, 2021
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I have been on and off this site for awhile just to put that out there. My life has been rough really rough from my standpoint anyway. I just. Had to give my kids back to there mom. And I am sitting here crying with my pistol in my hand. I have no one to go to and tell them how I am feeling I am so tired
 
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Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
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I'm really sorry, OP…I'm sure a lot of us can't imagine what you're going through, but we know exactly how you're feeling. Just know you're not alone, we're always here.
 
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Dec 27, 2020
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This is one of the harshest situations someone can face. I've often bottomed out because of never having had kids or anyone love me, but having no one miss me when I die is a good thing in some ways. It's almost like we're screwed either way. Sorry you have to face this. :(

I hear there's a website for divorced dads, though not sure if it would make you feel any better.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, it must be so unbearable what you are going through. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.
 
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headspin

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Apr 8, 2022
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I have been on and off this site for awhile just to put that out there. My life has been rough really rough from my standpoint anyway. I just. Had to give my kids back to there mom. And I am sitting here crying with my pistol in my hand. I have no one to go to and tell them how I am feeling I am so tired
I've lost my son to his Dad. I've lost my home, my job. Im
Hurting too . I understand your pain. I can't take it anymore. Going back and forth between hanging and SN. Don't want to mess it up like last time. Humiliating. I am imaging a hotel room and a peaceful way. I live with my mother now, small one bedroom apartment. Sleeping on sofa…it's driving me crazier. No autonomy. Childhood raging back. Understanding even more why I never really learned how to function. I'm done . This all hurts so much. I feel left behind. The estrangement from the life I've known for 12 years too….are you still here?
 

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