Seered Doom
A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
- Sep 9, 2023
- 911
The way humanity treats those like me is like we're a whole other subspecies. I swear, the amount of times I get treated differently just for being how I am is so dehumanizing that I will never think myself as a human ever again. I can never see anyone else as a human. Only shadows floating around me. Those shadows are the deplorable humans. Some humans stick out like a sore thumb in how awful they specifically treat me. The ones that seem somewhat decent may be not human as well. I tend to see them either as an animal or even a whole other species like aliens, deities, eldritch, or even cryptid all for my own protection because as I've seen it since a young child, humans are one of, if not, the worst species to ever exist. I am glad I don't identified myself as one and quite frankly, I think others shouldn't either (that is, if they're in a similar position as I am). Then again, I guess I'm in an extreme minority on this.
Nevertheless, I honestly see so much pain going around, it's astonishing how I can numb myself to it all as much as I had been doing. Living in the modern world means you have to desensitize yourself to so much terrorism and violence on a daily basis. That, and having human rights on the line is unfathomable, yet unsurprising considering RvW was overturned here in the USA. If they continue getting worse and worse, they better make assisted or voluntary CTB legal or they're committing more humanitarian crimes to individuals who do not wish to continue living in this godforsaken world we all sadly have been placed in.
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Once more, bc there's been a bunch of these fucks coming out of the woodwork to give their pseudo intellectual nonsense; PRO LIFERS/FORCED LIFERS/FIXERS DNI WITH THIS POST OR ANY POST I MAKE! I do not want any of that type of crap here. I've suffered enough just from what I deal with on a daily fucking basis, I don't need any of that here. I already have therapy, I don't need to be told to "get help, go to therapy" or any other nonsense like that.
Nevertheless, I honestly see so much pain going around, it's astonishing how I can numb myself to it all as much as I had been doing. Living in the modern world means you have to desensitize yourself to so much terrorism and violence on a daily basis. That, and having human rights on the line is unfathomable, yet unsurprising considering RvW was overturned here in the USA. If they continue getting worse and worse, they better make assisted or voluntary CTB legal or they're committing more humanitarian crimes to individuals who do not wish to continue living in this godforsaken world we all sadly have been placed in.
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Once more, bc there's been a bunch of these fucks coming out of the woodwork to give their pseudo intellectual nonsense; PRO LIFERS/FORCED LIFERS/FIXERS DNI WITH THIS POST OR ANY POST I MAKE! I do not want any of that type of crap here. I've suffered enough just from what I deal with on a daily fucking basis, I don't need any of that here. I already have therapy, I don't need to be told to "get help, go to therapy" or any other nonsense like that.