selfeater

selfeater

it’s my fault for being me
Jan 11, 2024
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My mom just came and talked about me going to a residential program for my mental. It really felt like a slap to my face, in the way it made me wake up and finally see how bad my mental health truly is… I never thought I'd be in one of these stories myself… I'm just like my sister now…

I've really tried so hard, where did I go wrong? I just wanted to make them happy… I tried so hard I studied I did all the necessary steps I did the right things without being told to I was independent I

Please the day after today don't let me be alive, it's so painful to be alive after all…

WHATEVER JUST DIE I HATE YOU AND I HATE EVERYTHING

How awful, we've ended up like this
 
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