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EyeBeyond

EyeBeyond

Beyond Galaxy
Dec 3, 2023
68
How would you spend your last day if you knew you had only one more day to live?
 
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Mitsumi

Mitsumi

Student
Dec 23, 2023
108
I'd get dolled up like a diva. Watching my favorite anime and series episodes, movies, eating my favorite foods like crazy then get super drunk while listening to my favorite songs all alone. Something like this. I'd try to read my favorite passages of my favorite books if I could too.
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
How would you spend your last day if you knew you had only one more day to live?
We're going to have a relaxing few days before, the day of we're going to have a nice lunch before finding a secluded place in the park
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
i'd be fucking elated & throw myself a party, lol. & i'd set a timer counting down the secs till death.

i'd get every single food that i felt like tasting, rewatch my fav animes + shows + movies, reread the best parts of my fav books, & go on a final aimless drive for a few hrs & really try to max out my speedometer. & i'd post pics of me & Gojo on all my socials 1 last time to remind every1 he's my man😭lmfao
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
710
Last day right? in this scenario all that i have to do in my checklist is done and im on schedule..
Okay. So:
1) watch the sunrise.
2) check the meds and the device.
3) eat something light. coffee, cigarette (breakfast)
4) take a bath
5) recheck stuff online, make sure the email and soc med accounts are disabled, etc.
6) read
7) tidy up a bit
8) eat something light, coffee, cigarette (late lunch)
9) stare outside, breath in and out.
10) think about stuff, childhood, etc. try to play my life's movie in my head. also, cigarette.
11) eat something light, coffee, cigarette
12) check the meds and device again, by this time it's night.
13) check the weather for the next day and time for the sunrise
14) recheck stuff online, make sure the email and soc med accounts are disabled, etc.
15) Prepare playlist, check if the speakers are working check volumes, etc. cigarette.
16) play music, take meds, open gas, sit down and look at the sky slowly turning to dawn and hopefully the sun peaking over the ocean is the last thing I see.
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
262
There's a little military bunker on the cliffs some 30 minutes where I live. I'd drive there, Go on the cliffs, sit down and relax from sunrise to sunset.
I'll be honest, the place I live in offers some absolutely beautiful sunrises/sunsets so I'd love to see it in my final moments.
 
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Orange Cat

Student
Oct 19, 2023
142
II would spend the entire day at the beach. Then I would eat a nice meal and watch the sunset.
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
313
Nothing super special like travelling the world or telling a random girl that I love them.

I would probably start off by having a nice breakfast in a restaurant, hang out with my family a bit and put a bunch of effort into it (not for myself, but because I want to leave them with some good last memories to cling on), then go for a nice burger/kebab for lunch, hang out in random places to take in the vibe/last moments in society, maybe even jump into a jacuzzi or get myself a massage. Towards the evening I would go watch a new movie in the cinema and close the day off with delicious Chinese dinner delivered to my door.

A few hours before midnight I would take a bunch of benzos and slowly down a bottle of wine while watching a movie to relax and minimize the SI. Would probably cry a bit as well while at the same time be super thankful that these destroyed mentally ill brains will finally die out and that I have no way to back out.
 
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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
588
Id spend it watching alot of anime and maybe writing some fanfics :/
Id spend it watching alot of anime and maybe writing some fanfics :/
Id spend it watching alot of anime and maybe writing some fanfics :/
 
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crazy world

crazy world

Member
Nov 8, 2023
6
I would probably do something really wacky, like run naked through the town where I live.

I would also eat and drink and smoke until my heart was content.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,710
Probably just try to sleep through it all or go through the same monotonous shit as I usually do
 
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coldfever

coldfever

New Member
Dec 11, 2023
2
Eat a slice of cake
 
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boblong

Student
Mar 15, 2023
104
Spend time with my family , playing cards.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,296
I would sleep until it was time to go. That is how sick of this existence I am.
 
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Guy Smiley

Guy Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
459
I'd like to think I would do something nice or special, but most likely I'd probably just spend the day in the bed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,564
I'd wish to spend it sleeping, I see sleeping as the best way to pass the time as it's the closest to not existing after all, to me being conscious and aware is burdensome, dreadful and just leads to suffering. So of course I'd wish to spend any remaining time sleeping before this existence eternally disappears into nothingness where finally I'll be at true peace forever.
 
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roku6

roku6

Student
Jan 23, 2024
107
Since I can't find joy in anything anymore I would just imitate something which was enjoyable is the past. Swim a bit, walk in the forest and have some pizza and beer.
 
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fire12362

Student
Dec 10, 2023
118
i'd be fucking elated & throw myself a party, lol. & i'd set a timer counting down the secs till death.

i'd get every single food that i felt like tasting, rewatch my fav animes + shows + movies, reread the best parts of my fav books, & go on a final aimless drive for a few hrs & really try to max out my speedometer. & i'd post pics of me & Gojo on all my socials 1 last time to remind every1 he's my man😭lmfao
lmaooo i love this, but what about Mr. Kuma?!!??!
I've been living like it's my last week, because I plan to CTB next week Friday night. I was just crossing the street dancing to Rihanna lmaoooo
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
lmaooo i love this, but what about Mr. Kuma?!!??!
I've been living like it's my last week, because I plan to CTB next week Friday night. I was just crossing the street dancing to Rihanna lmaoooo
me & Mr. Kuma are strictly platonic & he fully supports my relationship😋lmfaoooo. & ur Death Date's super close to mine!!! i'm trying to kms by the 5th, before rent's due lol.

which Rihanna song?? she's a classic, can never go wrong w her.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,163
As I have no means to live my life the way I want anyway which makes me suicidal I probably would do nothing - only wait until it's done and I'm finally relieved.
 
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fire12362

Student
Dec 10, 2023
118
me & Mr. Kuma are strictly platonic & he fully supports my relationship😋lmfaoooo. & ur Death Date's super close to mine!!! i'm trying to kms by the 5th, before rent's due lol.

which Rihanna song?? she's a classic, can never go wrong w her.
OH WAIT I MADE A MISTAKE! IRREPLACEABLE MY RIHANNA LOL
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
448
Whatever I did, it would be the best fucking day of my life.
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
It'll probably be an ordinary day, but I'll just eat whatever I want.
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
If tomorrow was my last day I'd go racing in the mountains, pushing myself so close to death. My music would be blasting loud and I'd just stop occasionally to take in the view. I'll send money to people afterwards since I have a bit left still and figured I can help them with the little I still have. Watch the sunset and die whenever.

What my last day might realistically be like is driving to find a pretty spot in nature. (Either mountain or beach) I'll set up a little picnic and enjoy myself some snacks. Then just lay around and remember all of my life. I don't think I'll talk to anyone the day I ctb, just have it all to myself. If I have a sports car still then I'll also do my racing lol.
 
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lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
161
I'd go outside alone for the first time in a long time, buy something nice to eat then fall asleep and die.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Kill me
Nov 26, 2023
1,276
Cry maybe? Not that I'd die but that I amounted to nothing.
 
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Nori

Nori

Nori
Dec 23, 2023
21
I think I'd want to see my sister and spend the day with her. Maybe we'd watch Naruto like we used to back in the day or something.
 
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heroinhero

heroinhero

Member
Jan 23, 2024
22
Weird that i've never thought about how i would spend my last bit of time on this planet, i've always assumed i would just do it spontaneously like with my other attempts, but if i am going to do something where there isn't a chance i won't die i should probably do something i wouldn't otherwise have the chance to do.
I think i would spend the day doing things that usually comfort me, watching TV (I think I would watch King of the hill, for some reason i haven't watched it in quite a while), playing GTA, having macaroni and chese or a grilled cheese or something, maladaptive day dreams, I would also have to take care of some affairs, say goodbye to some people on the internet and shit. Then at night find a good time when everyones asleep and i only have a bit of time left time left i would leave the house, and walk. I would probably listen to a playlist, look at the night sky, maybe get a snack at a gas station, then in my last moments i would probably smoke a ciggarette (which i don''t do often) while sitting on a hill, looking at the sky and the city and then pass.
 
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Buh-bye!

jkfajsd
Jan 10, 2024
188
I would probably do something really wacky, like run naked through the town where I live.
i would very much like to see that, i'd camp out to buy tickets
 
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