How to starve without my parents finding out?

[oooobeeeeii]

Since I have an eating disorder I am being watched a lot of the time and I cant go to the bathroom for 30mins after eating. Anyone has an idea on how can I still starve? :/

 

[Amakishiyo]

That's not possible, you will fall sick long before you will be dead and your parents will notice unless for some insane reason they don't care.

 

[FuneralCry]

This method sounds like it would be impossible to go through with if one is being watched and anyway starvation sounds like an unbearable and difficult method to succeed with. I don't know what type of answer you were expecting from posting this, but it's simply not possible.

 

[dra1ncoreslwt]

this is for informative purposes (experience), I'm not condoning it.

I go through some similar destructive behavior but I'm also being watched. If you're in your decisive mindset and truly think this is the best thing to do then here's something if you're lucky enough for them to soften their grip on you. I've tried eating very slowly and throwing up after eating, skipping meals and overall choosing the softest meals in the table. It's very subtle and certainly won't starve you, but if starving yourself is a method of sh and coping mechanism for you like it is for me, then that could be a start.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I go through some similar destructive behavior but I'm also being watched. If you're in your decisive mindset and truly think this is the best thing to do then here's something if you're lucky enough for them to soften their grip on you. I've tried eating very slowly and throwing up after eating, skipping meals and overall choosing the softest meals in the table. It's very subtle and certainly won't starve you, but if starving yourself is a method of sh and coping mechanism for you like it is for me, then that could be a start.

Yeah, I use throwing up as a sh a lot especially when I see my teeth getting worse and all that. If you wanna chat any time since we both have similar issue lmk

 

[Looking]

I've dealt with Anorexia Nervosa for a veryyyy long time and then I developed Bulimia Nervosa during my recovery.

If you're using it to die - it's not going to work very well or any time soon. I would just give up that concept now.

If you're an adult, I would just tell your parents you're a grown ass person who just doesn't want to eat, lmao.

They most likely won't shove the food physically down your throat.

Obviously, you shouldn't be starving yourself, and I know you don't need me to tell you that. The reality of it is, you will eventually get weak enough, and then you'd no longer get a say with your body. You wouldn't be able to fight back (as in ANYONE can and WILL overpower you physically), you'd be forced into inpatient treatment, and you'd struggle to stay awake and do work/school. Anything you've enjoyed previously will be taken away from you, and you wouldn't get a say. The worse feeling you're going to ever feel as a human being is being put on a feeding tube against your will.

If you want to torture yourself for the rest of your existence, then having an eating disorder is definitely a way to do it.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I've dealt with Anorexia Nervosa for a veryyyy long time and then I developed Bulimia Nervosa during my recovery.

If you're using it to die - it's not going to work very well or any time soon. I would just give up that concept now.

If you're an adult, I would just tell your parents you're a grown ass person who just doesn't want to eat, lmao.

They most likely won't shove the food physically down your throat.

Obviously, you shouldn't be starving yourself, and I know you don't need me to tell you that. The reality of it is, you will eventually get weak enough, and then you'd no longer get a say with your body. You wouldn't be able to fight back (as in ANYONE can and WILL overpower you physically), you'd be forced into inpatient treatment, and you'd struggle to stay awake and do work/school. Anything you've enjoyed previously will be taken away from you, and you wouldn't get a say. The worse feeling you're going to ever feel as a human being is being put on a feeding tube against your will.

If you want to torture yourself for the rest of your existence, then having an eating disorder is definitely a way to do it.

I mean, im 18, so basically I am "grown up"… idk, I mean, I just hate looking and seeing myself as fat and crying over it. Idk, yeah its true its not a good way to ctb, especially when im being watched. All you said is right, and thats why I hate living hah.

 

[Looking]

I mean, im 18, so basically I am "grown up"… idk, I mean, I just hate looking and seeing myself as fat and crying over it. Idk, yeah its true its not a good way to ctb, especially when im being watched. All you said is right, and thats why I hate living hah.

Even though I'm in "recovery", I still hate myself so very much. The BDD has gotten worse after gaining weight and I've never hated myself as much as I do than I do now. So I understand how you feel.

I wish I knew what to say when it came to self image and self esteem. I never got better mentally, I just grew the discipline to eat even when I didn't want to so I could live life a bit better.

If you're struggling with your family always being over your shoulder, then I would suggest taking walks daily or something. It'd give you time away from them if it's something you need.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

Even though I'm in "recovery", I still hate myself so very much. The BDD has gotten worse after gaining weight and I've never hated myself as much as I do than I do now. So I understand how you feel.

I wish I knew what to say when it came to self image and self esteem. I never got better mentally, I just grew the discipline to eat even when I didn't want to so I could live life a bit better.

If you're struggling with your family always being over your shoulder, then I would suggest taking walks daily or something. It'd give you time away from them if it's something you need.

Yeah, I am currently planning on how to walk a few hours every day without them noticing.

Also the way us people with eating disorders see ourselves in the mirror is sooo messed up most of the time. Like, its so distorted and even tho I dont see myself as obese, I dont see myself as skinny as everyone tells me I am.