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Insomniac
𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
- May 21, 2021
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I'm a young adult generally considered attractive and honestly, finding a husband wouldn't be much of an issue for me.
but due to the culture I live in most men immediately lose interest in me when I say that I'M NOT BRINGING KIDS INTO THIS WORLD.
finding a husband would be a quick fix to my issues because he'd just provide for me and our kids and I'd be settled (my culture is okay and encourages women to be housewives).
But I rreallydon't want to sacrifice a human being just so that I can gain more stability in life. As I advance into my life, it becomes more and more clear that I can't work due to anxiety issues and so I might end up getting married...
and have kids. which sound horrible to me.
I need support and encouragements so I don't go down this path. I don't want to use my children as a payment to my husband for taking care of me.
it feels like human trafficking to me and I greatly resent my parents for bringing me into this mess. Life is like a freaking ponzi scheme where you need to bring in more humans to sacrifice if you want relief from your own pain.
but due to the culture I live in most men immediately lose interest in me when I say that I'M NOT BRINGING KIDS INTO THIS WORLD.
finding a husband would be a quick fix to my issues because he'd just provide for me and our kids and I'd be settled (my culture is okay and encourages women to be housewives).
But I rreallydon't want to sacrifice a human being just so that I can gain more stability in life. As I advance into my life, it becomes more and more clear that I can't work due to anxiety issues and so I might end up getting married...
and have kids. which sound horrible to me.
I need support and encouragements so I don't go down this path. I don't want to use my children as a payment to my husband for taking care of me.
it feels like human trafficking to me and I greatly resent my parents for bringing me into this mess. Life is like a freaking ponzi scheme where you need to bring in more humans to sacrifice if you want relief from your own pain.
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