Discussion How to plan for last month?

[KleinerWolf]

How would you live your last month prior to suicide,
what are some of things you would be doing?

apart from writing suicide notes, tidying up things, having the tools ready
Or making a gift/visiting friends to say goodbye?

Is there anything else that needs to be done?
What would you do the rest of your time when you are awake?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Good food, sex, drugs, music, and enjoying nature/the outdoors. Basically one giant party.

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

Listen to Michael Jackson songs, as it is the last time I will be able to listen to the art of this legend

 

[Heart Shards]

I'd spend two weeks involved with my parents, rather than locked in my room like I am most of the time. I would rent a airbnb with a bunch of stoners, eat good food, watch movie, be out in public willingly. And then I would go to a hotel and ctb. I'm a simple girl.

 

[UglyDuck666]

Long walks, watching favorites movies and meditacion. For me it's probably last week. Maybe, my sn will comes tomorrow

 

[eve2004]

My paperwork is in order, that's all I care about because I care about no one and nothing else and no one gives a shit about me either. I have no regrets, nothing left I want to do, when the urge and opportunity hits and the stars are aligned, I will just do it. I live alone and have seen no one in months, no one has been to my place so likely no one would find me until I start to rot. Just the way I want to go. That is, I just wanna go. I am not leaving anything or anyone behind.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Good food, sex, drugs, music, and enjoying nature/the outdoors. Basically one giant party.

Alone or with friends?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Hope this is my last month, so carry on as normal and go without telling anyone.

 

[CoalmineCanary]

Unlimited Budget, no pandemic: Philanthropy around the world.

Limited Budget, no pandemic: Travel to a historical site (Petra and historical caves?), then get to a country where I can get N. Travel to secret site I wish to exit life through.

My Budget, under pandemic: Listening to music, lectures, spending obscene amounts of time here, practising and playing new chords, preparing last notes and gifts, arranging final affairs, etc...art... trying to hold it together with a lot of cannabis vaping because I can't drink. Too much risk of falling and a concussion and actually unintentionally dying.

Bonus: Trading in all my credit card reward points for Amazon gift cards for last gifts to myself and my cat.


That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

 

[eve2004]

If there was anything I cared to do, I'd likely not be looking to kill myself... when there's truly NOTHING you want more than to die... why the fuck can I not!????

Now is a good time. It's nobody's fault because no one could have really done anything about it, not just the death but mostly the psychological pain.

 

[Deleted member 20852]

Even if I knew I was going in a month there's nothing I'd want to do. I'd quit my job, eat the bare minimum, give some money to charity and get rid of my stuff. Don't give a fuck about anything else.

 

[chrisbate7]

I'm so apathetic and depressed I literally don't want to do anything. I count down my walking hours in agony. I also have plenty of money to do whatever I wish. Fuck mental illness