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lizzywizzy09
Arcanist
- May 11, 2024
- 423
To those whose circumstances mean recovery isn't an option, how do you go day to day in the meantime without being in utter terror and despair?
If I stay, I will suffer tremendously for the rest of my life. That is as certain as the sun coming up. Realistically, ctb is the most logical solution but I'm still human and have the same instincts as anyone else. I also need to get through the day in the meantime but am filled with existential terror every time I wake up to a new day. How do you relax knowing you're stuck between two horrible options?
If I stay, I will suffer tremendously for the rest of my life. That is as certain as the sun coming up. Realistically, ctb is the most logical solution but I'm still human and have the same instincts as anyone else. I also need to get through the day in the meantime but am filled with existential terror every time I wake up to a new day. How do you relax knowing you're stuck between two horrible options?